It's all about chemistry

一路以来

So far and so long

渐渐地

Slowly

想让自己变得更坚强

I'm thinking of making myself even stronger

尝试不再对渴望低头

Trying not to be desperate again

也尽力不被情绪控制

And trying my best not to emotional once more

但是

But still

我又失败了

I failed once again

第一次

The very first time

就已经不断地欺骗自己

I kept lying to myself

压抑着自己真正的感觉

Suppress my true feeling

整整有四年了

For an estimation of four years

而且还是

And

在一封暗示的信息下结束

It was ended by a "signal"

曾试过产生化学

Tried to have chemistry

一样的

Still

过不了自己的那一关

I can't

放弃了……

Gave up......

又振作了……

Stand up once again.....

但是犯下了第二……

But I done my second....
第三……四……五…………

Third.... Fourth.... Fifth....
无数的错误……

Infinity of mistake......
始终还是三个字

From the beginning till the end
“失败了”

"I'm Failed"

反复地

Repeatedly
其实只是自己的单手在拍掌

Actually I'm just "clapping with one hand"
不然就是不可能的化学

Else is the impossible of chemistry reaction

也曾错失两次机会
Had missed the chances twice

愚昧的造化
Due to some stupid mistake

还会有第三次的来临吗？
Am I qualified to grant the another chance?

或是隐约地表示重新寻找？

Or it implicitly telling me to search for the new one?

十年的差距
A gap of ten years
难以了解心中的想法
Yet is so difficult to guess the heart
忽冷忽热
Hot 'n' cold at the same times
是否放弃？
Should I give up?

近来
Lately

他消失已久的出现

He pop-out once again after a long "disappear"
也蛮突然的出现

Yet a sudden one
启示了许多一直等待的答案

He gave me a lot of inspiration for those answer that I had seek for so long
还叙述了他背后的真实故事

And told me all of his stories

谢谢你

Thanks
让我重新看到另一道道路

For bringing me to the next level, a new path
盼你可以就这样的走下去

Hereby, I hope you can have a smooth one

《待续》
To be continued...