A Sudden Thought

When I shot this photo, I suddenly feel so sad and unwilling. After two more months, it will be the 4th year yet the final year for me in my tertiary life in Kampar. I never know that time can be passed so fast, it just a blink of eyes! TICK TOCK TICK TOCK~~

It feels like I just joined UTAR yesterday. Everything it just so close and the memory was so clear! I understand. No matter how fast or slow the time ticks, every moments are moving forward and never turn back. Even it can, it just the photos that flashing back our memory.

In future when T=1,2,3...., I'm going to start my FYP and Internship. And soon, I'm going to wear the "square" hat and step into the society. I'm worry that I'm not able to cope with it and end up messed up my life. As I never have experience in this reality society. Besides, I'm sure will miss all my friends, especially Foundation TD3 and whole FE fellas.

Now T=0, I'm still have 4 more assignments to go. Then continued by 5 Final Exam papers. I hope I'm able to do it and get great result to boost my CGPA.

Under the same sky at the same place, but the person we meet will never be the same. New life comes with cheer and happiness (Expansion to peak), old life goes with sorrow and sadness (Recession to trough). This is what we called the cycle of the society.

We always recover and worsen off repeatedly. In overall, we are all improving on average. Do not let any F*CKER sneak in and speculate our routine. Life with own STYLE, that's the ESSENTIAL!

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Am I still able to withstand?

Y2S3 Week 9

Assignment.. Midterm.. Assignment.. Midterm.. Event.. Society..

It seem like all of them stick around me and can't get rid.

Pressure and laziness make me always no mood for it.

No much time left!

PLEASE! Wake up and proceed!

Delay will never win the race!

Just done with Moments Exhibition 2012!

I miss it so much! Was so happy all outgoing seniors came back and support us! ='[

This late of time, why am I still awake?

Reason never change for N years.

YES! Because I like to think much, thus kinda EMO-ing, DESPERATO and FRUSTRATO...

I just had a weird feeling.

Somehow, the distance between me and people around me are getting further and further until I hardly to hear you voice, feel you heartbeat and sense your breathe.

Why? MOST probably is my problem, I think!

I'm just not good expressing and disclose myself, and yet I don't want to trouble anyone.

The BEST solution is I take it my own with the GREATEST risk.

Besides, something between had changed!

You no longer the one I knew, but are you still the one that I'm waiting for?

It might be worthless because the gap, the distance and the feeling do take into account!

I admit that I can't lie to myself and I even can't assume all of these are not problem.

Indeed, it is PROBLEMS!

What can I do?

Everything is totally out of control,

One not yet end,

Another one start to come over,

It slowly decompose me into pieces,

Decaying me part by part,

I no longer in complete and perfect state.

This is the part of me,

That you never gonna ever take away from me.

All along I tired to pretend it didn't matter,

But deep down I know when I was alone.

Don't leave me BREATHLESS.