Dear Yesterday,
It's been a long time I didn't update here since last semester.
Bundle of assignments, midterms and presentation keep giving me stress. Sigh!
Well, i had been secretly like a person, and quite a person know about it.
I don't know whether is my action was right or not?
H keep talking about S in front a lot of people and me, I felt so awkward.
I saw something just now and I realized that S felt "piss" on this thing.
I don't know what should I do. =(
Last 2 days I met R and advices me to give up S also, and don't keep making myself suffer because it's not worth.
I am lost, confused and undecidable.
What should I do?
If I give up S, who will become my motivation?
Later 10am I going to have Macroeconomics II midterm II and now I still stuck in Neway Klang singing karaoke with friends.
Yet, Basic Econometric assignment and Emotional Intelligence action plan still waiting me since later 5pm is the due date for submission.
What can I do? Not to sleep again? Did I do wrong again?
I lost my sleep since last few days, why?
I'm getting worry about my performance in academic in this semester.
Is it due to desperation? Is it due to Im getting lazier?
I'm not the perfect, but at least I hope I can be more perfect than now.
But, no one will appreciate or "spotted" me.
Life, keep making me suffer and tired.
Is this what I deserve? Is this what suppose I must get through?
From Today, 0300
