Post-Christmas

Yesterday was Christmas, and I just recovered from food poisoning.
Now having semester break, while Foundation friends still suffering their final exam.
Time flies, few more days 2011 had to say GOODBYE and 2012 will come and take over the world. Yet, Chinese New Year is getting nearer and nearer.

Just now, I saw my neighbour was making Kuih Kapek. They chit chat and laugh while they making it.
All of this make me think back the time I were helping my grandma and her jimui fold and keep Kuih Kapek into containers.
That‘s just the atmosphere of Chinese New Year.

The moments I had when I was small even it's short and few, but it always make me satisfied and happy.
When I see back the time, I knew I don't have much friends, not even best friend.
Many of friends said those together throughout primary and secondary life will be the basic needs, and those together throughout tertiary and working life will be the value-added needs.
What I can know that, my turnover is so high and rarely have the BASIC NEEDS, while VALUE-ADDED more that everything.

What should I do?
Will I feel happy with all of this?
Am I able to continue my journey like this?
Where should I continue?
When should I stop or go?
How to reach or upgrade?
Why me? =(

By now, gone had gone.

And what remained, grow older day by day.

Sooner or later, it will leave us someday.

At the end, we are still walking alone.