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Happy 2012 New Year!

2012-01-04T21:51:00.007+08:00

It's the 4th day of the year 2012! I'm kinda miss the moments of countdown with Kar Chun, John, Edwin, Khong, Ally, Sheng Wang and Kah Hau.

30 December 2011
It was a CRAZY and AWESOME 3D2N Countdown Celebration although I missed the laser tag in Midvalley on 30 Dec 2011. Still, as compensation, I had to go Opera (Sunway Pyramid) on that night for last day of the year 2011. That night, I not really in drinking mood and thus, I just able to hold around 10% of Black Label. And since I'm driver for the day, so I still need to control. Luckily, John, Kar Chun and Khong enjoyed it and end up we having a chillin' session at mamak.

31 December 2011
This day was a most EXCITED and INTERESTING moment for most of the people. We having a bag-pack journey from Sunway to KL Sentral then KLCC. Due to getting wrong information of hotel from John, therefore we went through a long distance journey. From KLCC, long way to Pavilion then Sungei Wang before we reach Federal Hotel. The hotel was GREAT although the people there wasted our time for room-keeping, but the room remained the scene after WW3.

After saying goodbye to my lovely sister, we went back for countdown preparation (PS: I felt sorry to Allyson and Khong due to lead her to wrong station and end up like having a mini-marathon around Sungei Wang and Timesquare). Initial plan spoiled because La Bodega was crowded after 8pm. End up, we gathered in front of Pavilion entrance for street party! Round 1 dancing from 10-12am for countdown, and rest a while before continue Round 2 dancing from 12.30-2.30am at La Bodega. We tried a lot of cocktails (Sea Breeze, Sex on the Beach, White Christmas, etc) and each of it was FANTASTIC.

1 January 2012
After a crazy countdown, we spent a night in Federal Hotel. We had lunch in Pavilion food court before we separated to our own house. Overall, the countdown celebration was definitely UNIQUE yet FUN! Hope have more crazy stuffs in future! =)

Yesterday hanging out with some secondary school friends. Sadly, I heard that few teachers that taught me in secondary school had leave this world. I'm just outdated totally, and I was shocked when heard it. May them REST IN PEACE. Besides, I also heard that our juniors had created a short video in YouTube and get more than 10k hits within 2 days, and this had published in newspaper. Bravo the Mastermind (Cody)!

The insecure between,

Hope just be an imagination.

The deep within,

It seem to afraid something and start shaking.

The junction in front,

Decision lies within the Record of FATE.

Same as other,

I'm just a human being,

Human being that have feeling and emotion.

Contrasting from others,

I'm complicated and unique,

Complicated in term of lifestyle,

Unique in term of belief and values.

I'm FATE, FATE is ME.

Although it had recorded in the SCROLL OF LIFE that scattered around the world,

We still can adopt the ADVENTURE feeling to face everyday.

Post-Christmas

2011-12-26T14:46:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was Christmas, and I just recovered from food poisoning.
Now having semester break, while Foundation friends still suffering their final exam.
Time flies, few more days 2011 had to say GOODBYE and 2012 will come and take over the world. Yet, Chinese New Year is getting nearer and nearer.

Just now, I saw my neighbour was making Kuih Kapek. They chit chat and laugh while they making it.
All of this make me think back the time I were helping my grandma and her jimui fold and keep Kuih Kapek into containers.
That‘s just the atmosphere of Chinese New Year.

The moments I had when I was small even it's short and few, but it always make me satisfied and happy.
When I see back the time, I knew I don't have much friends, not even best friend.
Many of friends said those together throughout primary and secondary life will be the basic needs, and those together throughout tertiary and working life will be the value-added needs.
What I can know that, my turnover is so high and rarely have the BASIC NEEDS, while VALUE-ADDED more that everything.

What should I do?
Will I feel happy with all of this?
Am I able to continue my journey like this?
Where should I continue?
When should I stop or go?
How to reach or upgrade?
Why me? =(

By now, gone had gone.

And what remained, grow older day by day.

Sooner or later, it will leave us someday.

At the end, we are still walking alone.

It's Not The End, It's Just The Beginning

2011-11-19T00:01:00.004+08:00

Life is just a ECONOMIC CYCLE.
When reach a PEAK at that moment in your life, then pulling factors will make you fall to the TROUGH, so called RECESSION.
Once again, pushing factors will boost you to another PEAK, so called RECOVERY / EXPANSION.
Overall, your life is at upward sloping trend as we're IMPROVING towards time.
LONG RUN give the clearer image than SHORT RUN.
And yet, concern more on achieving Economics of Scale rather than MP=0.

This short semester seem fast, just a blink of eyes, now already end of Week 5.

Lot of stuffs keep on coming and I still need to move on.

I'm in Year 2 Sem 2 now, one and half year more before graduate.
I hope that I can cope and manage well in every aspects. GOD BLESS ME!

When I promise you to get you a recognition,

I will try my best to FIGHT for it to you.

No matter what's the matter,

my promise will never backward.

I'm Sorry to Myself

2011-08-08T02:43:00.004+08:00

Dear Yesterday,

It's been a long time I didn't update here since last semester.
Bundle of assignments, midterms and presentation keep giving me stress. Sigh!

Well, i had been secretly like a person, and quite a person know about it.
I don't know whether is my action was right or not?
H keep talking about S in front a lot of people and me, I felt so awkward.
I saw something just now and I realized that S felt "piss" on this thing.
I don't know what should I do. =(

Last 2 days I met R and advices me to give up S also, and don't keep making myself suffer because it's not worth.
I am lost, confused and undecidable.
What should I do?
If I give up S, who will become my motivation?

Later 10am I going to have Macroeconomics II midterm II and now I still stuck in Neway Klang singing karaoke with friends.
Yet, Basic Econometric assignment and Emotional Intelligence action plan still waiting me since later 5pm is the due date for submission.
What can I do? Not to sleep again? Did I do wrong again?
I lost my sleep since last few days, why?
I'm getting worry about my performance in academic in this semester.
Is it due to desperation? Is it due to Im getting lazier?

I'm not the perfect, but at least I hope I can be more perfect than now.
But, no one will appreciate or "spotted" me.
Life, keep making me suffer and tired.
Is this what I deserve? Is this what suppose I must get through?

From Today, 0300

Once In The Blue Moon

2011-05-01T12:35:00.004+08:00

I had disappeared from here for almost half a year!
Finally I'm back!
I'm sorry that throw my blog for a long time.
Just cleaned those spiderweb, etc.

Well, today is a first day when I woke and realized that I no longer staying in Harvard.
Staying in Harvard since my degree course started till yesterday.
Somehow I'm happy, but yet I'm feeling weird.
Another raining cats and dogs here, hope I can go out soon to settle my stuff.

My first year third semester Final Exam is around.
7 subjects and 1 of it already pawned.
3 out of 6 I'm worry because all are memorizing and theory papers.
I hope this semester I can do it well and maintain my score.
To all bachelors in UTAR, all the best and good luck in this Final.
Especially those going to graduate, a very good luck in your future too.

Anyway, this time I just wanna disturb my blog for while before going to brunch.
Stay tuned!

Nothing is impossible in life, only us feel it is impossible.
No matter what is going on this Earth, I will stand still and face it.
Someday, somehow, I make majority proud on me.
The answers you seeks, I will reveal for you.

~I hate this love song~

One's Ending Is Another's Starting

2010-09-26T23:04:00.007+08:00

21 September 2010
11.30am
This moment represented the happiness for me and my coursemates. Our Year 1 Semester 1 Final Exam is finally over. 9 days of hardworking and lecturing are damn fun and suffer. But yet, we still enjoy a lot. For another scene, this moment can be a disappointed moment for some students because of didn't put a lot of effort into the exam.

1.00pm
This is the beginning of semester break for me and my coursemates. Our first destination was Ipoh! We enjoy our lunch in McD, shopping without care of spending, watched "Resident Evils: Afterlife" and had our dinner in OldTown before we back to Kampar.

22 September 2010
10.00am
Gathering at Natalie's house for our first trip - 3D2N Pangkor-Sitiawan-Pantai Remis.

11.30pm
Departed Sitiawan for lunch.

1.45pm
Departed our trip first destination - Pulau Pangkor. We enjoy land tour and crazy photo-shooting for entire evening. At night was the truth or dare time.

23 September 2010
9.45am
Start of sea tour and snorkeling.

2.15pm
We finally "escaped" from island and "touched" the land. We also enjoyed Sitiawan cendol with pulut. Lolx....

4.00pm
Reached the place to see cute turtles and power plant.

4.40pm
Reached Pantai Remis and enjoy our "godlike" crabs lunch.

24 September 2010
Morning
After breakfast, another land tour started.

12.30pm
Packing and prepare to back to own hometown. Before that, for sure is another crazy photo-shooting session. Enjoyed laksa, wafer and ice kacang before back.

After 2.00pm
Trip officially end. Gonna plan for another trip before end of this semester break (perhaps).

Pangkor-Sitiawan-Pantai Remis Trip Photo Albums: Part I, Part II

25 September 2010 - Now
First time having big change on my hairstyle. I don't know is it good or bad. Some of my friends said got Edison Chen feel. Lolx...

Now what can I do is rest enough, sleep enough, eat enough, play enough and enjoy enough for entire semester break. Then semester 2 gonna be my tough semester.

~~ End ~~

Events might be short,
Memories might be fade,
But photos will never lies on our existences.

The ending of one journey,
The beginning of another journey;
Finish of this chapter,
Start of next chapter;
Let's continue the story with another blank page,
Let's another blank page filled with black, white and colors.

It's Just A Cycle

2010-09-19T17:24:00.006+08:00

The rain is summoning me, but rain just passed,
The rain summoned me to feel the great moment when it drop on my skin.

The thunder is calling me, but thunder just ended,
The thunder called me to hear the sensational moment when it contact with lands.

The wind is whispering to me, but wind just stopped.
The wind whispered to me to enjoy the touching moment when it story to me.

Sometime I do love the rain, because I have nice memory with it.
Sometime I do hate the rain, because I also have bad memory with it.

Every minutes every seconds of rain,
It just like a melody of different story,
Enhanced by thunder and wind to make it perfect,
Slowly dropped to the Earth as orchestra.

Darkness is always short,
Once it drop-off,
Once it blowing,
Once it rung off,
Once feeling passed,
A brilliant start is waiting ahead,
And continuous cycle.

Try to love and hate the happiness, joy, fearless, satisfaction and bright,
Try to hate and love the sadness, sorrow, horror, emptiness and darkness,
Let all of them neutralize each other,
This just is what we called - "LIFE".

It's Ain't Easy, It's Ain't Tough Either

2010-09-14T18:18:00.004+08:00

I think is been weeks I didn't update my blog due to Final Exam is coming. Actually I didn't study during Study Leave and keep enjoying gaming and watching anime. (Lolx...)

Today is the second day of Final Exam, which is Information Systems paper. Yesterday Management Principles paper was totally SUCK and I don't dare to see it again. Now I just hope I can just pass Management Principles. Unexpectedly, today paper was not as tough as I thought, or can be say quite easy if study the guidelines given. Thanks Miss Baljit for those guidelines. =)

Still got 3 more subjects waiting me. 21st September is the end for this Final Exam. I hope the following 3 subjects (Quantitative Techniques I, Principles of Microeconomics and Business Accounting I) won't be so tough. Hope is just moderate for everyone.

Good Luck to all UTARians and do your best for Final Examination September 2010.

2NE1 - Clap Your Hands

2NE1 - Go Away

[ Go Away ]
Don't worry about me and go away.
I'll disappear, no strings attached.
You thought I'd hang onto you.
It's disgusting, don't misunderstand.
[ End ]

It's ain't easy for me,
It's ain't tough for me either.
This kind of feeling yet still surrounds me,
How can I ... ?
What should I ... ?
Why did I ... ?
When will I ... ?
Where shall I ... ?

Stress Relieve

2010-09-02T19:49:00.004+08:00

*Flash back* It still have 11 days to my final exam. Not yet done any preparations, all lecture notes and tutorials still "stay tidy" on the desk. I have no confidence for this exam, it is also my first time Degree exam, I'm fear I can't do well.

Today is FBF students register for their next semester timetable by according their course. My turn is 1pm and luckily my friends and I managed to "steal" the time we want. It's my first time done the registration in cybercafe (DDS). *Chuckle* We keep shouting and yelling like mad people when the registration lagged there.

Already quite a long time I didn't back to campus for any classes, for sure I become more and more lazy and tired. I think I should be alert and awake starting next week (Study Leave). This week can be said the deadline for me to have fun. After go and back from hometown, I hope I can start to do past year paper and revision.

My current situation:

"Net force" study
"Break even" feeling
"Zero acceleration" movement

More electrons I released to surroundings with protons constant, it caused frequency of effective collisions decrease and repelling between same charged ions increase, as a result study energy diminished.

Ideal situation:

"Full force" study
"Super normal" feeling
"Positive acceleration" movement

More electrons must accept from surroundings but yet still need to assort with protons to cause frequency of effective collisions and attraction between ions increase, as a result to increase and maximize study energy.

Kara - 2Me

F1RST - You Like Me, I Like You

Kiss me, Touch me,
Hug me, Hold me,
Show me, Teach me,
Feel me, Take me.

Indescribable?!

2010-08-31T14:37:00.009+08:00

I've been in KL from last Thursday till now, and will back Kampar on tomorrow early morning. Actually I'm not really wanna go, but I go for the sake of family. Anyway, my parents buy me a new set of formal wear for me since my old one already not suited me. I still have time enjoy my brunch in 1 Utama's Friday, the feel there is totally different and I enjoyed a lot.

Fun still can be really fun, but it had been limited. Recently, my emotion disturbed by an indescribable feeling. I really can't figured it how is that feel, just feel something lacking from inside. Yet, I try to ignore it and enjoy this trips as much as possible.

Also, lately I'm interest in Hymmnos language. I not very clear about the origin of this language, but the song is nice and the pronounce is weird and funny. I think it exists because of Ar Tonelico (PS games) for use it as songs and spells.

Final is near, 13 days countdown to it. Totally not confidence in Business Accounting 1, Management Principles and Information Systems. I hope I can cope well in those final. 2 more days will have a big "war" in UTAR server again because of timetable registration. I'm here wish every UTARians good luck in their coming final examinations and also for timetable registration (hope you all manage to get the time you all want).

Big Bang - Beautiful Hangover

Tae Yang - I'll Be There (English Version)

Hymmnos
jYEzEtYA
lAnEcEaA wAwYAjEnYEc syec sphilar
cEzE yor li yanje!
tYErEmN...
lYAnYEcYEaA wLYAjYEnLYEc ar ciel, ar ciel, omnis,
hYEmEmArYE...et!
irs jam inferiare yor yehar jyel fusya
Rrha yea ra rinc en echrra yor, rre walasye jyel got ieeya,
Forgandal ar dius near grandus mea der dilete
Wee yea ra hymme spiritum.

Translate
Joyously, I invoke happiness for you.
With our strong bond of happiness, I will resound happily for your sake from the abyss of my heart.
I will happily turn into you for the eternity!
Gladly realizing your happiness...
I will happily tie your feelings and the feelings of this world to me, and I will happily resound with them, through all, all of this world,
I will sing my best to make you happy... as much as I can!
I'm with you, my important person, and let me free you from the loneliness that surrounds you.
I will be happy to feel the same as you and echo with you, and with all the wishes of the lonely people,
Because I want to protect the precious lives with this divine protection
I'm quite happy to sing with my soul.

Red rose as passion,
Aloe as grief,
Flame flower as peace,
Olive as glorious,
Marigold as despair,
Lobelia as malicious,
Dahlia as betrayal,
Which love story you are?

Different human different persona,
Different path different story,
Different life different ending,
The power is in our hands.

Mashup with Melody

2010-08-23T18:29:00.004+08:00

Yesterday found some cool mixes song that mixes by DJ Masa. Following 3 videos are their latest "products". Hope you guys enjoy it.

DJ Masa - Hot K-Pop 2010 Special Mashup Pt. 1 (30 Songs in One)

Tracklist:
Wonder Girls - 2 Different Tears
2NE1 - Try To Follow Me
Big Bang - Lollipop 2
SS501 - Love Ya
F.Cuz - No One
2AM - I Did Wrong
U-Kiss - Round and Round
f(x) - NU ABO
Kara - Lupin, We're With You
Girls' Generation - Run Devil Run, Oh!
4Minute - HuH
CN Blue - I'm A Loner, Love
After School - Bang!
2PM - Without You
SISTAR - Push
Seo In Gook - Love U
MBLAQ - Y
BEAST - Shock
Lee Jung Hyun - Suspicious Man
Gummy - There Is No Love
Davichi - Time Please Stop
T-ara - I'm Really Hurt
Lee Hyori - Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Super Junior - BONAMANA
ZE:A - All Day Long
Secret - Magic
Rain - Hip Song

DJ Masa - Lolliphone 2 (Big Bang vs. Lady GaGa)

DJ Masa - Sorry, Smells Like Easy Ding Dong (Super Junior vs. U-Kiss vs. SHINee vs. Nirvana)

Noah's Ark

2010-08-23T15:24:00.002+08:00

Today I skipped PoMi Tutorial, BAcc replacement Lecture and IS Lecture due to laziness and sleep too "early". Actually, things happened throughout entire night. Sometimes I feel that confessing is better than hide and keep inside the heart.

One of my friends quoted, "Please don't tell the truth with lies in mixed, and please don't cast a frank in disguise." This telling the truth of human in reality, a sincere friend won't use their surface to cover their true self. Every person will grown and become more mature and independent when time pass. Don't think we have so much influence to affect people around you. In fact, those who get influenced will never grown.

University life, can be interesting, can be dull. The power of changing is inside everyone's hand. Don't let a small matter pull you down, and don't let a big matter destroy you. Foundation and degree are different, but why don't look both equally? For me, what make them difference is just the spelling. There is nothing to do on both, it only will become a useless excuse.

Family, small event might carry on with me, but any big event should not carry on without anyone of us. Sometime, many problems can just be settled or solved with just 3 words "I Love You", isn't? Learn to forgive someone, learn to feel at someone standpoint, and learn to let someone forgive themselves, any mistake in the past just let it become an experiences in future. This just can be called a growing process cycle. Without "implementation" and "maintainance", nothing can be said perfect.

Why don't we let everything sail with Noah's Ark? Let it sailed out from the darkness, forward to a brighter world.

SHINee - Lucifer

SE7EN - Better Together

Speak louder than action is useless,
Proof to yourself that you can make it,
Proof to others to make them change their impression on you.
Proof you've grown and matured,
Proof you're not childish.
We can't live in the past,
We should live in the moment.

Reincarnation, Regeneration, Reformation

2010-08-22T15:49:00.003+08:00

It's been 23 hours in hometown and I don't have a nice rest because today woke at 7.30am just want to fetch my grandma and grandaunt to market. Luckily, I still manage to have a small nap inside the car while waiting them.

More while gonna packing and back to Kampar. I hope starting tomorrow I will have better mentally and physically preparation for everything. Suddenly, someone introduce a job for me with high salary although it is part-time. I'm interest but I scare I can't cope it well.

It's reincarnation, regeneration, reformation times.

I think is time for me to refresh, renew, repair myself.

BoA - Hurricane Venus

Can't get my mind out of these memories,
Now time to tell them don't take any dream,
Still music keeps on turning me from the words that hurt my soul,
Removing doubts from my mind.

Those long days passing by from that door,
Like late summer they slowly fade away,
Finding ways through the favorite tune,
Play all day with my eyes closed.

Pursuing the Truth

2010-08-21T12:17:00.008+08:00

Actually I suppose attend 2 soft skill workshops in my campus today, but when I wake up it already 8.30am and realized that I having a bad flu. So I let myself holiday for today.

Waiting my laundry done, packing my stuff, eating my brunch, listening songs, online-ing and watching anime at the same time. It seems that I already had some mentally problem.

Next week should be a busy week. Event meetings, replace classes due to going KL for week, PTPTN briefing and planning planning planning. Argh, busy life. But, I quite enjoy it, hah. Once think on coming final exam, I feel dizzy and don't know where to start it. Ish.

Later going back to hometown, is time for me to enjoy PS2 again. I can't wait to play "Persona 4" for second time. This game is so brilliant. A story about how main character build his own social links with his friends and solve a big mystery murder cases that cause by Shadow. I learn many things within, it taught me how to face reality and ourselves.

Tae Yang - I'll Be There (Korean Ver.)

We're all trapped in a maze of relationships,
Life goes on with or without you,
Build a strong social links,
Accept the reality,
Face the other sides of ourselves,
Reveal the truth,
I swim the sea of the unconscious,
I search of your heart,
Pursuing my true self.

Keep On Searching

2010-08-20T16:33:00.010+08:00

Whoa! It's been a long time I didn't update my blog. It takes me hour for "cleaning" and "repackage" it. And now, I'm back. I wandering why I stop update my blog and the reason is the house I rent in Kampar didn't has internet access from 1 May till this Wednesday. Luckily I still manage to survive till now.

Flashing back, my first year first semester in degree had passed 12 weeks. Rushing 2 assignments, 2 presentations and 8 midterms in past 10 weeks make me totally numb. And the coursework marks I hope can get an average or even slightly above average. 3 more weeks to the final exam, I think is time to start touching my notes. (Nah, I don't think I will do it.)

Blabbering end. By fact, many things happened back there and lazy to list out here. Perhaps I've change and now, I still searching for that lost feeling, a feeling that can't describe with words. A feeling that will convert to my strength in future, I'll find it someday.

The more you desired, the harder for you to get, why not just leave it and let it be what should it be?

Tae Yang (Bigbang) feat. G-Dragon (Bigbang) and Dara (2NE1) - I Need A Girl

"Perfect" will never appear in human dictionary,
but "Improve" and "Searching" are always inside.

距离的心声

2010-04-24T14:54:00.004+08:00

Final来了，是时候『拼』了。

星期一 English For Communication，星期三 Webpage Design，过后就是Semester Break了，但是这『感觉』就不同了。

不同的是终于在Foundation『毕业』了。

还有不同的是要和将去Sg Long、PJ 和 Setapak 的朋友说『再见』了。

以后有缘分会『再见』的，不管是战场还是任何场合，一定会『见面』的。

『祝福』你们：保持联络，加油！

～Y-Star Live Power Music～
(click following to watch video in YouTube)

1. ZE:A - All Day Long
2. Girls' Generation - Show! Show! Show! + Run Devil Run
3. Brian - In My Head
4. Trax - Let You Go
5. Evan - Make You Cry
6. M to M - I'm Sorry
7. F.Cuz - No One

～Mnet Count Down (MCD) 100422～
(click following to watch video in YouTube)

1. Rain - Love Song
2. 2PM - Don't Stop Can't Stop + Without You
3. Secret - Magic
4. Beast - Shock
5. 2AM - I Was Wrong
6. ZE:A - All Day Long
7. Jerry (Feat Ha Joo Yean of Kara) - Love
8. U-Kiss - What
9. Lee Hyori - Chitty Chitty Bang Bang

不论是天涯还是海角，
只要有我们的存在，
那就是永远。

累不是休息的藉口，
而是想让自己轻松的理由；
就算累，
都要拼到底，
都要坚持到底。

你越想接近我，
你就会觉得你离我越远；
我的警戒线也不是你想象的容易，
没有我的允许，
谁都进不来的。

我不敢碰任何人，
不是因为我不理解你、
不是因为我想侵犯你、
也不是因为我对你有异想。

从小就失去了被爱被宠，
我只是想要回这种感觉，
等待与渴望感觉的时候，
我失去了安全感，
我失去了防卫感。

我只是想靠近你、
接近你，
因为你是我最信任的人，
只有你能让我愿意牺牲，
不管结果会是如何，
我会永远守护你、
支持你。

『 I Don't Care 』

礼物

2010-04-21T22:17:00.003+08:00

2PM - Without You

Lyrics:

I'm gonna get stronger

그래 헤어진 게 더 좋아
어차피 언젠 간 너와
이런 일이 있었을 것 같애
넌 분명히 이랬을 것 같애
그럴 바에야 차라리 지금인 게 낫지
깊이 사랑하게 되고 나서 알지
않은 걸 다행으로 생각해 그래서 I’m ok

내 모든걸 아낌없이 다 줬어
너를 믿었기에 내 모든걸 다 줬어
넌 그걸 버렸어
I gave you my everything
그래서 이젠

# I’m gonna be ok (Gonna be ok)
I’ll be ok (Gonna be ok)
baby without you (without you, without you)
baby without you (without you, without you)
너 없이 멋지게 더 멋지게
일어날 거야 (Without U)
살아갈 거야 (Without U)

Listen everything happens for a reason
everything happens for a reason
다른 남잘 만난 거는
이번 한 번뿐 이라는
말도 안 되는 말로 보나마나 탄로
날 얘기 말고
그냥 돌아서 내가 너무 아퍼
너를 보는 게 그만 하고 싶어

매일매일 나는 속고 있었어
네가 어떤 사람인지 조차 몰랐어
이제는 알았어
넌 사랑을 몰라 그래서 이젠
Repeat #

왜 내게 이랬니 why
대체 내게 왜 그랬니 make me cry
우리가 가졌던걸 다 버릴 정도로
값어치 있는 일이었던 건 맞니
우리가 함께했던 시간들이
또 함께 할 수 있었던 시간들이
아쉽지도 않니 너는 상관없니
지금 넌 Are you ok without me
Repeat #

Chinese Translation:

I'm gonna get stronger

是啊分手反而更好
反正总有一天好像会跟你
发生这样的事情
你好像一定会这么做
即然这样还不如就趁现在
能在感情更深之前知道
我觉得很庆幸所以 I’m ok

我将自己的一切毫不保留的都给了你
因为相信你所以付出了一切
你却抛弃了那些
I gave you my everything
所以现在

# I’m gonna be ok (Gonna be ok)
I’ll be ok (Gonna be ok)
baby without you (without you, without you)
baby without you (without you, without you)
没有你我会潇洒的更潇洒的
站起来 (Without U)
生活下去 (Without U)

Listen everything happens for a reason
everything happens for a reason
说这是唯一一次
去见了别的男人
说出这么不像话的话不用看都能看出马脚
无话可说
就那样转身我太痛苦
不想再见你

每天都在欺骗我
甚至不知道我是什么样的人
现在明白了
你不懂得爱所以现在
Repeat #

为什么要这样对我 why
究竟为什么要这样对我 make me cry
不惜将我们曾经拥有的一切都抛弃
真的是那么有价值的事吗
我们一起度过的曾经
还有我们能够在一起的岁月
就不觉都可惜吗你毫不在意吗
现在你Are you ok without me
Repeat #

曾许下的承诺、
曾有过的恩怨、
曾度过的喜悦，
我不会忘记。

谁是谁非、
谁对谁错、
谁好谁坏，
我还会看不出吗？

～我能遇见『你』是我人生最好的『礼物』～

Don't Stop Can't Stop

2010-04-19T15:48:00.004+08:00

Artist: 2PM
Album: 3rd Mini Album - Don't Stop Can't Stop
Release Date: 19/4/2010
Songs: (Click Here to Download)
01. Don't Stop Can't Stop
02. Without U [MV]
03. 마자 (As Soon As)
04. 목숨을 건다 (Bet Your Life)
05. Without U (Explorer Mix)
06. Space 마자

少了任何一样，
就不会有今天的我。

我，
何时才能脱离这个复杂的圈子？
我该不该继续混下去？
我，
又何时才能找到属于我的天地？
我该不该继续等下去？

对自己许下的承诺，
答应过自己我就会做到，
我不会后悔，
即使是做牛做马都无所谓。

『 Don't Stop Go 』
『 Don't Stop Can't Stop 』

『礼』规规矩矩的态度
『义』正正当当的行为
『廉』清清白白的辨别
『耻』确确实实的觉悟

All Day Long

2010-04-13T20:56:00.004+08:00

ZE:A 제국의 아이들 - All Day Long 하루종일

Lyrics:

My love is gone....이젠 널.... 잊을래
* 너를 잊어, 잊어버려. 너를 지워, 지워버려.
너를 잊어, 잊어버려. 너를 지워, 지워버려.

# 너 를 사랑한게 너무나도 후회가 돼,
왜 나만 이렇게도 아파하는지,
내 모든 걸 다 준게 후회가 돼,
니가 미워져 미워져 날 떠나가지마.
빌어먹을 그대가 지워지지 않아.
빌어먹을 니 모습 자꾸 떠올라.
빌어먹을 눈물이 마르지 않아.
바 보같이 니 생각만 해. 하루종일

빌어먹을, 내 삶에 그댄 전부가 되었지,
바로 오늘, 내 손에 너와 함께한 추억에,
찢겨진 사진을 보며 눈물 흘려도
그 대는 저 멀리 가네, 날 두고 떠나버렸네.

모든 걸 지워버려, 모 든 걸 잊어버려,
나의 맘 속에 널 고이 묻어버려.
나 바보같이 너만 사랑한만큼,
내 걱정은 하지말고 Baby, go and live your life.
Repeat #

그 대는 지금 어디에 뭘하고 있는지,
그대는 지금 잘 살고 있는지,
내가 아니라도 행 복하게 해줄
사람은 많은데 왜 나만 이렇게 아픈지.

내 맘은 아직도 그댈 원해. I'm still in your love.
내 맘은 아직도 사랑해. You're still in my mind.
내 맘은 아직도 그댈 원해. You're still in my heart.
혼 자 남겨져 이렇게 울고만 있어.
Repeat #*

바 보같이 하루종일....

English Translation:

My love is gone... Now I'm going to.... Forget you
* Forget you, forget it, erase you, erase it.
Forget you, forget it, erase you, erase it.

# I'm really regretting that i loved you,
why am i the only one being this this wounded.
I'm regretting that i gave you everything i have,
you're hateful you're hateful, don't leave me.
damn it you aren't getting erased.
damn it I keep thinking of you.
damn it my tears aren't drying,
Like a fool I keep thinking of you, all day long

damn it, in my life you became my all,
today, in my hand are the memories we had,
even if i'm looking at the ripped pictures while crying,
you are going far, leaving me and went away.

erase everything, forget everything,
bury you nicely inside my heart.
just like how much i loved you like a fool,
dont worry about me. Baby, go and live your life.
Repeat #

i wonder where you are and what you're doing,
if you're living well, even if it isn't me,
there are plenty of people that can make you happy,
but why am i this wounded.

My heart still wants you, I'm still in your love.
My heart still loves you, You're still in my mind.
My heard still wants you, You're still in my heart.
I'm left alone and I'm crying like this
Repeat #*

Like a fool All day long....

Lee Hyori 이효리 - Chitty Chitty Bang Bang 치티치티뱅뱅

Lyrics:

Yeah all my ladies and gents
You can’t say music hyori
Are you ready to the long run?

* 너의 말이 그냥 나는 웃긴다 너의 말이 그냥 나는 웃긴다
너의 말이 그냥 나는 웃긴다 그냥 그냥 나는 나는 웃긴다

그 누구도 내게 간섭마~ 다 똑같은 말도 하지마
여기 나만의 것 It’s my world 더 이상 이젠 나를 찾지마
안간힘을 쓰고 있잖아 걱정따윈 필요 없어 난
어짜피 나는 혼자 떠드는 네 숨만 차 그냥 모른척 지나가줘

# 쉬지않고 나는 계속 달려가 겁내지 말고 나를 따라와
조금 더 높이 날아가 I can make you want me so
누구보다 나를 더 믿는 걸 못이기는 척 나를 따라와
gonna be the one that I want
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Repeat *

여기까지 혼자 왔어 나 손내밀때 어디 있었나
여기 나만의 것 It’s my world 그냥 나를 지켜봐
사실 너도 나를 알잖아 나의 무대가 두렵잖아
퍽이나 위하는 척 내 걱정 해주는 척 차라리 그냥 지나가줘
Repeat #

Chitty Chitty Bang Bang 넌 상대가 안돼
쓸데없는 참견말고 가던 길 갈래?
내 무대는 폭발해 널 미치게 만들어
더 큰일이 나기 전에 그냥 내말 들어
너의 말이 그냥 나는 웃긴다
어디서 감히 그러다가 맞는다
내가 등장하면 All my lady is going down
Call my name 너만 모르고 있잖아

나를 조정하길 바랐니 원하는 걸 돌래 달랬니
제발 정신차려 그대로다 차렷 거기까지 I can make it right
Repeat #*

English Translation:

Yeah~ All my ladies and gents
Here comes the new Hyori!
Are you ready to rumble?!

* Your words are laughable. Your words are laughable
Your words are laughable. It’s just a, just a big joke

Please don’t butt into my affairs~ Don’t say the same exact thing
These are mine; it’s my world. From now on don’t look for me
You’re doing your best, I don’t need to be worried, I’m a loner either way
You’re only wasting your breath, just ignore it and walk away

# I’m running nonstop, don’t be afraid, just follow me
Fly a little higher, I can make you want me so
Everyone trusts me more than anyone else. Just pretend that I can’t be beaten and join me
Gonna be the one that I want
Chitty chitty bang bang Chitty chitty bang bang
Repeat *

I’ve gotten this far alone. Where were you when I wanted to help?
These are mine; it’s my world. Just watch me
Face it, you know who I’m. You’re afraid of my stage
Acting like you’re care and worry about me, rather than doing that, just keep on walking.
Repeat #

Chitty chitty bang bang. You’re no competition
Rather then butting in, why don’t you just walk away?
My explosive performance will make you crazy
Just listen to me before something big happens
Your words are a joke
Keep it up and you’ll get it
When I make an entrance all my lady is going down
Call my name, it’s just that you’re the only one that doesn’t know

Did you expect to control me? Did I ever ask you to return what I wanted?
Please get a grip, everybody attention, that’s all, I can make it right
Repeat #*

孤单的日子，
快乐的日子，
悲哀的日子，
幸福的日子，
愤怒的日子，
寂寞的日子，
有谁没有？又有谁有？
说有，是骗人的。
说没有，也是骗人的。

人类，
是外星人生的，
只不过是最差的那个品种，
结果才被遗弃到地球，
接受任何挑战，
经历人生低落高潮，
等待时机成熟，
修炼成果，
自然的就会离开自己的肉体，
回到真正属于我们的地方，
也就是人类所谓的“天堂”。

Baby, do you wanna really hurt me?
Why are you doing this to me? Why?
Baby, you're breaking my heart.
Baby, you're hurting my heart.
There is no place for me, this is not my place.

I Did Wrong

2010-04-11T19:25:00.005+08:00

2AM - 잘못했어 (I Did Wrong)

Lyrics:

내가 잘 잘 잘못했어 니 말이 달 달 달콤해서
맨날 말 말 말로만 날 날 날로 날 갖고 노는 걸 몰랐어

Baby, do you really wanna hurt me?
Why are you doin' this to me? Why?

너의 다른 남자들 얘기 안 좋다는 행실들 얘기
모르는 척 못 들은 척 넘어가 보려고 해봐도
자꾸 치근대는 술버릇 내 친구에게 짓는 웃음
고치라고 그만하라고 아무리 너에게 말해도

* 미안하다는 말은 다 그때뿐 변하겠다는 말도 다 그때뿐
내 가슴 아파 아파 아픈 걸 알면서도 자꾸만 반복되는 걸

# 내가 잘 잘 잘못했어 니 말이 달 달 달콤해서
맨날 말 말 말로만 날 날 날로 날 갖고 노는 걸 몰랐어
baby you're breaking my heart. baby you're hurting my heart.
그만두고 싶은데 잘못 된 걸 아는데 다시 니 곁에 돌아가

baby you and i 싸구려 유행가
속으론 우는데 억지로 웃는 광대
baby you and i 싸구려
속으론 우는데 (우는데 우는데)
Repeat *#

(Yes!)삐끄덕 엇나간 내몸과 맘 자존심도 없는 바보라 난
사랑에 속고도 눈물을 닦고 이럼 안되는데 네게로 가
니가 놀다 버린 장난감 이란 사실에 기분이 참 난감
그런데 왜! (왜!) 왜! (왜!) 난 오늘도 네 앞에서 웃는 광대
Repeat #

Chinese Translation:

我错了因为你的甜言蜜语
日复一日用言语玩弄着我我却不晓得

Baby, do you really wanna hurt me?
Why are you doin' this to me? Why?

当你诉说着别的男人的事诉说着我不喜欢的事
我装着不懂我装着没听见也曾经试着转移话题
有时候喝醉了酒你就对我的朋友微笑
我试着纠正你制止你

* 就那时候你会说抱歉就那时候你会說你会改正
明明知道我会心痛却还是继续这样的你

# 我错了因为你的甜言蜜语
日复一日用言语玩弄着我我却不晓得
baby you're breaking my heart. baby you're hurting my heart.
我想放弃也知道这样不对却还是回到了你的身边

baby you and I 已经成为廉价的流行歌曲
心里明明就想哭泣表面上却还要保持笑容的艺人
baby you and I 已经成为廉价的流行歌曲
心里明明就想哭泣 (哭泣着哭泣着)
Repeat *#

(Yes!) 我是个抛弃自尊心的傻瓜
被爱情蒙骗却还是擦去眼泪明明知道不对却还是爱着你
被你当成只是玩玩的玩具却还是忍耐着
但是为什么! (为什么!) 为什么! (为什么!) 我却还是像个在你眼前笑着的艺人
Repeat #

English Translation:

I was wrong wrong wrong, your words were so, so, so sweet that
I didn't realize you were playing me, me, me with your words, words, words everyday

Baby do you really wanna hurt me?
Why are you doing this to me? why?

The stories regarding your other men, the stories regarding your behavior
I tried to ignore and pretended that I didn't hear but
The way you act when you are intoxicated, the way you smile at my friend
Change it Stop it even though I tell you many times

* You say I'm so sorry only for that moment, you say I will change only for that moment
My heart in pa, pa, pain it hurts but I can't help but repeating

# I was wrong wrong wrong, your words were so, so, so sweet that
I didn't realize you were playing me, me, me with your words, words, words everyday
Baby you breaking my heart, baby you hurting my heart
I want to stop this, I know this is wrong but I keep going back to you

Baby you and I like a bad popular song
I'm crying inside, but I force a smile like a clown
Baby you and I like a bad popular song
I'm crying inside
Repeat *#

My heart and body go astray, I am a such fool with no pride that
Although I was deceived by love I wipe my tears and just go back to you knowing that this is wrong
The fact that I am a toy that you played and threw away makes my feeling unbearable
But Why! Why! Why! Why! Today I am a clown who smiles in front of you again
Repeat #

～SBS Inkigayo Performance 100411～
(click the name to watch video in YouTube)

1. After School - Let's Do It
2. After School - Bang!
3. SNSD - Run Devil Run
4. Beast - Shock
5. Rain - Hip Song
6. Rain - Love Song
7. T-ara - I'm Really Hurt
8. Kara - Lupin
9. Secret - Magic
10. 2AM - I Did Wrong
11. Epik High - Run

我承认我是，
我没说过我不是，
只是说了，
你们会接受吗？

我只想爱和被爱，
难道这也难吗？

海绵

2010-04-10T15:35:00.008+08:00

最近发生了很多事…

甚至被误会我忽略了你们…

不是我忽略了你们，只是我有自己的事要解决…

信不信由你们，我也不必再做出无畏的狡辩…

解释就是掩饰，狡辩就是承认…

我本来就是个海绵…

要骂、要侮辱、要鄙视随你们…

我都习惯了…

～Mnet Count Down (MCD) 100408～
(click following to watch video in YouTube)

1. Rain - Love Song
2. Rain - Hip Song
3. Secret - Magic
4. Beast - Shock
5. 2AM - I Was Wrong
6. 2AM & Zio (MBLAQ) & Jung In - You're not alone

～Music Core 100410～
(click following to watch video in YouTube)

1. Epik High - Run
2. T-ara - I Go Crazy Because Of You
3. Beast - Shock
4. Kara - Lupin
5. SNSD - Run Devil Run
6. Rain - Love Song
7. Rain - Hip Song

8. After School - Bang!

9. After School - Let's Do It
10. Secret - Magic
11. 2AM - I Did Wrong
12. K.Will (feat. Jun Hyung) - Present
13. One Way - Magic
14. Ze:a - All Day Long

如果你们选择放弃了我，
那我也无须做出不必要的挽回；
或许我的一字一句让你们怀疑我的想法，
我也无须做出任何的解释，
同一时间也别怪我无情，
我本来就是冷热血的外星人。

身为天秤座的我，
只想要求平衡，
只想要求完美，
或许我不够浪漫，
或许我不是你的类型，
或许我想要的只是一场完美的梦，
我还是愿意在你的背后，
帮你、支持你、守护你，
当你的守护神，
当你的护花使者。

我的忍耐是有限的，
或许比一般人多出很多倍，
若你想挑战我的忍耐度，
我欢迎你随时放马过来。
就看是你伤得了我，
还是你给我气死？

…以一样的人际回到Sem1，那时的我们是那么Naive…

上错了船

2010-04-08T12:39:00.007+08:00

现在才发现Cafeteria的饭是那么的美味…

现在才发现中午Walking回家是一种幸福…

现在才发现Kampar不是我的地盘…

现在才发现Korean歌是我的一切…

现在才发现University不应该是我的选择…

可说是我选错了Path…

可说是我太Impulse…

可说是我Childish…

始终觉得就只有Saturday的那一小时…

我才会笑出真实的我…

…我不会再是以前的我…

Back To The Basic

2010-04-07T16:44:00.003+08:00

Artist: Rain
Album: Back To The Basic (EP)
Release Date: 7/4/2010
Songs: (Click here to download)
01. 널 붙잡을 노래 (Love Song)
02. Hip Song
03. One
04. 똑같아 (Same)
05. Love Song (English Version)

凭着直觉，
得到了感觉，
却失去了醒觉。

做人，
要么做到最高峰，
要么就做一世的废人。

始终，
知道一切最好的人就是自己，
不要在乎过程是如何，
只是在乎成绩的结果。

只要真材实料，
不用怕没人要，
相信自己和身边的人，
那就是所有的信任。

挣扎的改变

2010-04-06T17:37:00.004+08:00

近期里，很多人说我变了…

其实，我没变，我还是我，以前的我…

只是最近因为某些事而烦，所以我安静了许多…

人总是会有黑暗的一面，没有人是永远开朗的…

我是那么的希望我可以改变…

我想改变我的犹豫不决、我想改变我做决定的主见…

原则？它象征了我，我是不会改变的…

Artist: Dok2 (도끼)
Album: Vol.2 - Thunderground Mixtape
Songs: (Click here to download)
01. Free#1
02. Dub G
03. It's On (Feat. Simo)
04. Hypnotized
05. B-Side Rap 2
06. Tonight (Feat. MYK)
07. Smiles&Crys (Feat. Tablo & Willy Lee)
08. Free#2 (GonzaBoy Sell'em)
09. 비스듬히 걸쳐 (Feat. Juvie Train)
10. Girl Girl (Feat. The Quiett & Rado)
11. Shawty (Feat. Bizzy & J-Dogg)
12. Free#3 (Feat. Beatbox DG)
13. 자유와 돈 (Feat. B-Free)
14. 진지3 (Feat. Hotclip)
15. Gonzo State of Mind
16. Thunderground King 2
17. Rules (Skit)
18. Hurt

Artist: Brown Eyed Girls (브라운아이드걸스)
Album: Fiesta On Ice 2010 Brown Eyed Girls Special
Release Date: 6/4/2010
Songs: (Click here to download)
01. Magic (Festa On Ice 2010 Theme)
02. Jump
03. Abracadabra (Festa On Ice 2010 RE-EDIT)
04. Magic (Inst.)
05. Jump (Guitar ver.)

我改变不是因为你，
我改变不是因为我不想去，
我改变不是因为行为态度，
我改变也不是因为跟随朋友的脚步，
我改变是因为我的未来，
我改变也是因为我的兴趣。
“Actuarial Science” 和 “Financial Economics” 的挣扎，
很快就会有成绩了。

虽然话中有话，字中有字，
我希望我自己能让自己明白，
不用在乎他人的眼光、感觉，
跟随不会有好结果，
勉强也不会有好结果。

要成为Normal People过着平凡生活，
还是要成为Professional过着挑战生活，
决定权永远是在自己的手中。

Anxious lead to fear
Fear lead to anger
Anger leads to lost
Lost leads to suffering

Love Song

2010-04-05T00:31:00.005+08:00

最近感触多多

情绪变换不测

很多意料之外的事

烦都烦死了…

想不去想，但却放不下；

想去遗忘，但却忘不了；

想试逃避，但却不想逃；

想试躲避，但却不想做个什么都无能的人…

Rain - 널붙잡을노래 (Love Song)

Lyrics:

오늘도 서성이는 너의 집 화가나는 걸
나는 힘든데 나는 힘든데 이렇게
하지만 나는 어쩔 수 없어
니 맘을 돌리긴 너무 늦은걸
끝나버렸어 어쩔 수 없어 이젠

*Chorus
한순간 내 몸에 익숙했던 니 손이 날 밀어내
나는 어떡해 나는 어떡해
오늘도 떠나간 너의 숨결 아직도 널 사랑해
나는 어떡해 나는 어떡해 제발
*Chorus End
오~ 제발 돌아와

난 니가 생각 나 자꾸만 생각 나
예전처럼 니 손 잡을 수가 없어
난 니가 너무 좋아서 너의 모든 걸 못 잊어
이 노래는 널 붙잡을 수 있는 노래
*Repeat Chorus

나와 마주치던 그 눈빛으로 그냥 나를 다시 봐요
그 눈빛 내게 말을 해줄래 아직도 사랑한다고
*Repeat Chorus
오~ 제발 사랑해

Chinese Translation:

今天又在妳家门前踱来踱去然后生气了
我好累我真的好累该怎么办
但是我却什么也不能做
要让妳回心转意已经太迟了
现在已经结束了

*Chorus
就在那一刻我熟悉的妳的手竟然将我推开
我能怎么办我该怎么办
已经不在我身边的妳的呼吸声但我却还爱着妳
我能怎么办我该怎么办拜托
*Chorus End
哦~ 请妳回到我身边

我总是想妳不停的想起妳
却没办法像以前一样紧紧握住妳的手
我是这么爱妳妳的一切都牢记在脑海里
而这首歌是要挽回妳的歌曲
*Repeat Chorus

请妳用以前与我相望的视线再看看我
用妳的眼神告诉我說妳现在还爱着我
*Repeat Chorus
哦~ 拜托拜托我爱妳

English Translation:

Today too, as i wandering around your house
It is so hard... It is so hard to be like this...
But I can not help it
It's too late to change your frozen heart
I ended it, but I can not help it ..

*Chorus
With your hands, slowly, you push me away
What should i do.. What should i do..
Even today, i still missing your presence
What should i do.. Please, what should i do..
*Chorus End
Oh, please .. Come back to me ...

I think of you.. Keep thinking of you..
I can't reach your hand like i used to
I liked you so much, that i can't forget anything about you
This song is a song to hold you back
*Repeat Chorus

Facing you which looked at me again like you used to
Those eyes seem to tell me, that you still love me..
*Repeat Chorus
Oh, please .. I love you..

*ps: Assignment, Mid-Term & Presentation都过了，只剩下Final了，我一定要拼了，让Foundation轰轰烈烈的结束…

我永远就是我。
没有人，
没有东西，
是可以取代我的。

别怪我冷酷无情，
别怪我风云变色，
别怪我热情沙漠，
别怪我死心塌地。

When I touch the moon, we could run on it bare feet.
Lay back on it like we're chillin' on the beach.
And we could bring back the stars, in the city of my heart.
[Lil Eddie - City Of My Heart]

Shine A Light

2010-03-30T16:59:00.003+08:00

Artist: Big Bang
Event: Electric Love Tour 2010
Song: (Click below to watch each video in YouTube)
1. Gara Gara Go + Top of The World
2. With U+ Hallelujah
3. Strong Baby + Wedding Dress
4. Pretend Like as if Nothing Happened, Follow Me
5. Number 1 + Stylish
6. Daesung's Solo : Cotton Candy
7. Daesung and Seungri's Candle, I don't understand, Foolish Love, Oh Ma Baby, Remember
8. A Good Man, Stay
9. Haru Haru
10. Heartbreaker
11. Korean Dream, Koe Wo Kikasete
12. Lies
13. Last Farewell
14. ENCORE - How Gee, My Heaven, Always

Artist: G-Dragon
Album: Concert Live Album - Shine A Light (CD)
Release Date: 30/3/2010
Song:
[CD1]
01. Heartbreaker
02. This love
03. HELLO (feat. Dara)
04. Gossip man
05. My age is 13 + Storm + Fly Gentlemen + G-DRAGON
06. A Boy
07. The Leaders (feat. Teddy, CL)
08. Breathe
09. Butterfly
10. But I love u
11. She’s Gone (feat. Kush)
12. Only Look at Me (feat. Tae Yang)
13. Korean Dream (feat. Tae Yang)
14. 1 Year Station
15. Lies
16. Heartbreaker (Encore)

[Bonus CD] (Click below to hear the songs in YouTube)
01. Heartbreaker (feat. Flo Rida)
02. This love (G.H remix)
03. 소년이여 (Choice37 remix)
04. Breathe (hitchhiker remix)
05. Heartbreaker (Choice37 remix)

同一时间想念着两个人，原来是那么的辛苦。

我又能奈何？

我又能何妨？

只能在你们的背后，支持你们、祝福你们…

认识容易，一起难，相爱很难，相处更难。

Bang!

2010-03-28T02:11:00.004+08:00

要说的都说了，要暗示的都暗示了…

虽然得到的答案不是很好，但是我会默默地守候…

现在，不再注重结果，只在乎过程…

只要开心，那就是一切了…

Artist: 애프터 스쿨 (After School)
Album: Bang! (3rd Single Album)
Release Date: 25/3/2010
Song: (Click here to download)
1. Let’s Do It!
2. 뱅(Bang)!
3. With U
4. 뱅(Bang)! (Inst.)

애프터 스쿨 After School - 뱅(Bang)!

Lyrics:

T.R.Y. Do it now! Can you follow me? Yes!! Uh-ha~!!
T.R.Y. Pick it up! You’ll never catch me!! Oh~ No!!

눈부시게 빛나는 나를 따라 Oh! Oh! Oh!
가식적인 말들은 비웃어버려 Ha! Ha! Ha!
예쁘기만 한 너는 더 이상은 No! No! No!
짜릿한 음악 속에 던져버려 Bang! Bang! Bang!

우리는!! Oh~ After!! School Up!! 너흰 모두 비켜라!!
Check it out!! 다 가져봐!! A-ha! A-ha! A-ha!
Right now!! Oh~ After!! School Up!! 모두 미쳐라!!
외쳐라!! 또 이렇게!! A-ha! A-ha! A-ha!

T.R.Y. Do it now! Can you follow me? Yes!! Uh-ha~!!
T.R.Y. Pick it up! You’ll never catch me!! Oh~ No!!

가슴 뛰는 이 밤을 내 맘은 Oh! Oh! Oh!
불타는 네 눈길은 내 몸을 타고 Ha! Ha! Ha!
거칠어진 숨소리 멈추진 마 No! No! No!
심장이 이 리듬을 따라가게 쿵! 쿵! 쿵!

우리는!! Oh~ After!! School Up!! 너흰 모두 비켜라!!
Check it out!! 다 가져봐!! A-ha! A-ha! A-ha!
Right now!! Oh~ After!! School Up!! 모두 미쳐라!!
외쳐라!! 또 이렇게!! A-ha! A-ha! A-ha!

Bringin’ it to you daily It’s only from the best
After School Playgirlz know how to get fresh
So cool, So right, just so tasty
We bring it fast forward the fellows go crazy

좀더 과감하게 보여 주는 거야 너~ (To be raised for my life)
좀더 특별하게 춤을 추는 거야 너~ (To be raised for my life)
음악에 널 맡겨 주문을 걸어봐 Yeah~ (To be raised for my life)
조금 더 다가와 이순간을 Catch Up!! Oh~

우리는!! Oh~ After!! School Up!! 너흰 모두 비켜라!!
Check it out!! 다 가져봐!! A-ha! A-ha! A-ha!
Right now!! Oh~ After!! School Up!! 모두 미쳐라!!
외쳐라!! 또 이렇게!! A-ha! A-ha! A-ha!

T.R.Y. Do it now! Can you follow me? Yes!! Uh-ha~!!
T.R.Y. Pick it up! You’ll never catch me!! Oh~ No!!

A-ha! A-ha! A-ha! T.R.Y. Do it now!!.
A-ha! A-ha! A-ha! Can you follow me? Yes!! Uh-ha~!!
A-ha! A-ha! A-ha!
A-ha! A-ha! A-ha!

Lyrics Translation (English):

T-R-Y, do it now, can you follow me, yes, uh-uh
T-R-Y, pick it up, you'll never catch me, oh no

I’m shining with a blinding light, follow me Oh !Oh! Oh!
Sneer out the fake words Ha! Ha! Ha!
Only thing you have is being pretty, you’re no more No! No! No!
Throw it into the electrifying music Bang! Bang! Bang!

We are !1! Oh~After!! School Up!! All of you move
Check it out !! Try taking everything !! A-ha!A-ha!A-ha
Right now, oh~ After!! School Up!! Everyone go crazy !!
Shout !! like this again !! A-ha!A-ha!A-ha

T-R-Y, do it now, can you follow me, yes, uh-uh
T-R-Y, pick it up, you'll never catch me, oh no

This night is heart pumping, my heart is Oh ! Oh! Oh!
The burning eyes you have rides down my body Ha!Ha!Ha
The sound of breathing gets rougher don’t stop No! No! No!
Let the heart follow this rhythm Boom ! Boom ! Boom

We are !1! Oh~After!! School Up!! All of you move
Check it out !! Try taking everything !! A-ha!A-ha!A-ha
Right now, oh~ After!! School Up!! Everyone go crazy !!
Shout !! like this again !! A-ha!A-ha!A-ha

Bringing it to you daily, it's only from the best
After School, Play Girlz know how to get fresh
So cool, so right, just so tasty
We bring it fast forward, the fellas go crazy

You should show it more dangerously (to be raised for my life)
You should dance more specially (to be raised for my life)
One! Two! Three! You should leave your body to music, cast a spell, yeah,
Crisp, clean, original, new quality is what we give to you (to be raised for my life)
Check it out, a new generation and a whole new start, check it out, collaboration with a brand new heart
Come a little closer, to this time Catch Up!!

On your mark set ready to go
Can you feel it in your body this A-S flow

We are !1! Oh~After!! School Up!! All of you move
Check it out !! Try taking everything !! A-ha!A-ha!A-ha
Right now, oh~ After!! School Up!! Everyone go crazy !!
Shout !! like this again !! A-ha!A-ha!A-ha

T-R-Y, do it now, can you follow me, yes, uh-uh
T-R-Y, pick it up, you'll never catch me, oh no

A-ha! A-ha! A-ha! T.R.Y. Do it now!!.
A-ha! A-ha! A-ha! Can you follow me? Yes!! Uh-ha~!!
A-ha! A-ha! A-ha!
A-ha! A-ha! A-ha!

*Recommended*
Artist: 포튠 (4Tune)
Album: Fortunately (1st Mini Album)
Release Date: 22/3/2010
Song: (Click here to download)
1. 100Brothers
2. Recall You
3. Only This Love

前风接后浪不断骚动
再高的代价
再大的牺牲
对我来说都是值得的

我会坚强！
我会等待！
我会努力！

或许

2010-03-24T05:28:00.004+08:00

或许，我拥有一个机会去争取她。

或许，她也在等待着我对她开口。

或许，现在是时候让我去拥有一切。

或许，是我想太多了。

或许，一切都是我自己拿来衰的。

或许，这是给我一瞬的结束，对你死心。

或许，这是给我全新的开始，与你分享天地。

或许，我们彼此都等待着适合的时机。

不论结果是什么，我应该都去尝试，不尝试就不知道结果。

总比等待多年来的痛苦，要么就天长地久，要么就一了百了。

或许结果是不想得到的，至少我曾经去争取过、拥有过。

I am who am I, I accept the challenge.

加油吧！

Run Devil Run

2010-03-18T03:29:00.004+08:00

Artist: Girl's Generation (소녀시대)
Album: "Run Devil Run" 2nd Album (Repackage)
Release Date: 17/3/2010
Song: Run Devil Run (런데빌런) <----Click to download the song
Size: 7.67MB

Lyrics:

똑바로 해 넌 정말 Bad boy 사랑보단 호기심뿐
그 동안 난 너 땜에 깜빡 속아서 넘어간거야

넌 재미없어 매너 없어 넌 Devil Devil 넌 넌

네 핸드폰 수많은 남잔 한 글자만 바꾼 여자
내 코까지 역겨운 Perfume 누구 건지 설명해봐

넌 나 몰래 누굴 만나는 끔찍한 그 버릇 못 고쳤니
뛰어 봐도 손바닥 안인걸

You better run run run run run
더는 못 봐 걷어차 줄래
You better run run run run run
]날 붙잡아도 관심 꺼둘래 Hey

더 멋진 내가 되는 날 갚아주겠어 잊지 마
You better run run run run run
딱 걸렸어 약 올렸어 Run Devil Devil Run Run

내 곁에서 살며시 흘깃 다른 여잘 꼭 훑어봐
나 없을 땐 넌 Super Playboy 고개 들어 대답해봐

넌 재미없어 매너 없어 넌 Devil Devil 넌 넌

You better run run run run run
더는 못 봐 걷어차 줄래
You better run run run run run
날 붙잡아도 관심 꺼둘래 Hey

더 멋진 내가 되는 날 갚아주겠어 잊지 마
You better run run run run run
딱 걸렸어 약 올렸어 Run Devil Devil Run Run
넌 재미없어 매너 없어 Run Devil Devil Run Run

얘 나 같은 애 어디도 없어 잔머리 굴려서 실망했어
난 걔네들 보다 더 대단해 너 그렇게 커서 뭐 될래
(까불지 말랬지) 널 사랑해 줄 때 잘 하랬지

You better run run run run run
더는 못 봐 걷어차 줄래
You better run run run run run
날 붙잡아도 관심 꺼둘래 Hey

더 멋진 내가 되는 날 갚아주겠어 잊지 마
You better run run run run run
이 넓은 세상 반은 남자 너 하나 빠져봤자
꼭 나만 봐줄 멋진 남자 난 기다릴래 혼자

Lyrics Translation (English):

Do it right you're really a bad boy more curiosity than love
all this time I have been blindly fooled by you

You're no fun you don't have manners you're a Devil Devil you are you are

The many men in your cellphone are all women that had one letter changed
My nose is even disgusted by the Perfume, tell me who's it is

Have you not been able to fix your atrocious habit of meeting people without me knowing
Even if you're run you're still on my palm

You better run run run run run
I can't see you no more I want to kick you out
You better run run run run run
Even if you clinge onto me I'm going to turn my attention off of you Hey
I'll pay you back on day I become more fabulous don't forget
You better run run run run run
You're caught red handed you provoked me Run Devil Devil Run Run

You stealthily eyeball another girl next to me
When i'm not around you're a Super Playboy, raise your head and answer me

You're no fun you don't have manners you're a Devil Devil you are you are

You better run run run run run
I can't see you no more I want to kick you out
You better run run run run run
Even if you clinge onto me I'm going to turn my attention off of you Hey
I'll pay you back on day I become more fabulous don't forget
You better run run run run run
You're caught red handed you provoked me Run Devil Devil Run Run

Hey, there's no other kid like me, you're been using tricks and I'm disappointed
I'm more incredible than them, what are you going to do later on growing up like that
(Told you not to fool around)I told you to do well when I loved you

You better run run run run run
I can't see you no more I want to kick you out
You better run run run run run
Even if you clinge onto me I'm going to turn my attention off of you Hey
I'll pay you back on day I become more fabulous don't forget
You better run run run run run
You're caught red handed you provoked me Run Devil Devil Run Run

In this wide world half of them are men, no matter if you're out
I'm going to wait alone for an awesome man who will only look at me

Artist: f(x)
Album: Thrill Love (Digital Single)
Release Date: 17/3/2010
Song: Thrill Love (스릴 러브) <----Click to download the song
Size: 6.73MB

Lyrics:

Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Thrill Love
Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah

This Goes Out To Everyone
Who's Got Someone Special
I Wanna Love You Kiss You
Hug You Make You Only Mine

이 맘을 어떡해 말이 안돼 어떡해
첨엔 아니었는데 Oh Oh Oh Oh Baby
어리숙한 모습 순진한 니 모습에
조금씩 내 마음 떨리고 있어

Tic Toc Tic Tic Toc Good Night
왠지 설레는 이 밤 자꾸 잠 못 들게 두근
Tic Toc Tic Tic Toc Thrill Love
못이기는 척 살며시 안기고 싶어

월화수목금토일 함께 하고 싶어져
어느새 또 가슴이 마구마구 뛰어요
말보다 마음이 먼저 닿을 것 같아
Come True Love Love Love 사랑하게 될까?

Love (Love) Love Love Love You’re Ma Special
Love (Love) Love Love Love I Really Wanna Do It Right~

넌 나의 Type은 분명히 아니지만
날 항상 웃게 해 준 Oh Oh Oh Oh Baby
말하고 싶지만 표현하고 싶지만
이 느낌 이대로 너무나 좋아

Tic Toc Tic Tic Toc Good Night
왠지 설레는 이 밤 자꾸 잠 못 들게 두근
Tic Toc Tic Tic Toc Thrill Love
약한척하며 살며시 기대고 싶어

월화수목금토일 함께 하고 싶어져
어느새 또 가슴이 마구마구 뛰어요
말보다 마음이 먼저 닿을 것 같아
Come True Love Love Love 사랑하게 될까?

두근두근 자꾸 자꾸 떨리는맘
Ma Heart Is Beating Feel The Sound
무슨 말을 할까 (고민을 하고)
자꾸만 거울 속의 내 모습을 봐
(Tic Tic Toc Toc) 좋아하나바
(Tik Tik Toc Toc) 너무 생각나
어쩌면 좋아 이게 사랑인가봐
I Need You Baby Wanna Show My Love

월화수목금토일 함께 하고 싶어져 oh yeah
어느새 또 가슴이 마구마구 뛰어요
우리가 얼마나 어울릴 수 있을까?
Come True Love Love Love 사랑하게 될까?

월화수목금토일 함께 하고 싶어져
어느새 또 가슴이 마구마구 뛰어요
말보다 마음이 먼저 닿을 것 같아
Come True Love Love Love 사랑하게 될까?

慢慢发现部落里，
我开始发泄不了了。
最近的我还是我吗？
我发现我遗失了自己，
也发现身边的压力增加了。

我拿得起，
但是却放不下。
尝试不想，
但是却忘不了。

靖与2豪，
3人可以发泄，
我会尽量过得快乐，
我也会为未来而活，
谢谢你们。

过去的，
或许是好，
是值得回味的；
或许是坏，
是值得遗忘的。

~You Better Run Run Run Run Run~
~This goes out to everyone who's got someone special~
~I wanna LOVE you KISS you HUG you MAKE you only mine~

逃过一劫

2010-03-16T01:00:00.003+08:00

漫长的夜晚，我不知要如何度过…

不断想着你，也为其他事情烦恼…

刚刚差一点没命了，幸好的是我们逃过了这一劫活了下来…
雨后的路、阴暗的前程、高速的汽车、失控的驾驶盘、胡思乱想的头脑…都被我制服了，我们不因祸而得到另一个祸，我们可算是因祸得福吧…

这一次的冒险，让我深深体会了“爱”…

我会好好珍惜活着的每一分，每一秒…
这个事件让我知道了身边有那么多人关心着我…我不会再做傻事了…

（大哥，谢谢你…兄弟，你要振作，你是行的…）

终于发现爱一个人不能因为一时的需要而接受了对方，这是错误的…
真正爱一个人，是要双方的鼓励、愿意、支持，这才是完美的…

Korean Lover

2010-03-15T10:48:00.004+08:00

Actually, I love Korean songs more than other songs. It is because I love their style and the special of the music that other songs did not have.

My first Korean song was Bigbang - B I G B A N G. That song is my Talent Night dance song when I was in Form 4. At the first time I hear, I make me weird and don't want to hear because of don't understand the lyrics and their style. But then after hear for a long period, it make me love it and start to hear other Korean songs.

Till now, although the Korean songs I heard is no so much (I think), but it enough for me to relieve my stress and everything for temporarily.

Bigbang - Lollipop Pt.2 (LG Cyon Lollipop2 Phone)

2010 BIG BANG Oh hoh
It goes, L.O.L.L.I.P.O.P
It goes, L.O.L.L.I.P.O.P

You got star 너는 star 모두 원하잖아
이건 rock than be roll 모두 내멋대로
이밤이 다 지나갈때까지 boom boom boom
오로지 너만을 원하는 나 oh~

너를 감싸는 불빛이 아름다워
turn it up. drop it low. gotta move it slow
오 하나뿐인걸 두려워 말고 눈을 떠~
show me what you got there, gotta work that thing~

My Cinderella 그댄 빛나는 LED 구두를 신어버린 롤리델라
My 롤리델라 눈부신 light 뜨거운 party like she birthday
화려한 조명속 우리 단둘 새로움이기에 Lollipop 2
달콤함보다 짜릿한 내 스타일 Let's get wild

*Chorus*
Girl you're my lollipop, oh Girl you're ma lolli lolli
Girl you're my lollipop (hey let's get it popin' popin')
Girl you're my lollipop oh Girl you're ma lolli lolli
(got it got it get down now, everybody just bounce)
*Chorus End*

달콤한 너의 smile, 나를 미치게해
너의 move ,way you talk, got me losing control
감출수 없는 자신감이 so 섹시해
이렇게 너만을 원하는 나

눈부신 너의 body는 make me the world
turn around, break it up 이젠 내게 맡겨
이제 시작인걸 숨기지말고 get it on oh!
show me what you got there, better work that thing

Lolli Lolli Lolli Lolli Pop tic tic toc 심장은 폭발
설레는 맘 호흡곤란 원하는것은 모두 골라
굳이 설명은 필요없어 you know me 잘지내는 남자 T.O.P
wanna rumble me? 나를 느껴 I could double D from double B
*Chorus*

let's go
Now here she comes, she wants some of my lollipop
She touching on my body makes me wanna rock
Now here I come I give it to her straight up and down
Now here I come, Here I come, come,come,come,come
*Chorus x 2*

2NE1 - 날따라해봐요（跟我做吧） (Samsung Colby)

2NE1 2010 you know how we do it
If you ain’t know not you know
Let me show you some of those real quick follow me

*Chorus*
날 따라 해봐요 날 따라 해봐요 날 따라 해봐요 이렇게 eh (x4)
*Chorus End*

한 숨 따윈 제발 그만 쉬고 어서 나를 따라와
이제 생각은 다 버리고 그저 네 맘대로 자 움직여봐
거칠게 달려보자 feels good tonight
더 빨리 갈 테니 절대 눈 감지마
I got bang bang if you know what I mean
It goes bang bang you can’t handle that

하하하 재밌는걸 say 라라라 난 특별한걸
Call me MINZY MINZY Yes 자 빠져봐 let's go!
*Chorus*

눈치 따윈 제발 그만 보고 어서 너를 보여봐
네가 원하던거잖아 step by step 절대로 멈추지마
다 같이 날아보자 up in the sky
더 높이 갈테니 정신을 붙잡아
I got that bang bang if you know what I mean
t goes 뱅글뱅글뱅 뱅글뱅글뱅

하하하 재밌는걸 say 라라라 난 특별한걸
Call me MINZY MINZY Yes 자 빠져봐 let’s go
*Chorus*

eheheheh (brrrrrrrah!)
eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh (ho) eh eh eh eh eh eh~
you got me singing like
eh eh eh eh eh eh (ho) eh eh eh eh eh (come again)
eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh (ho) eh eh eh eh eh eh~
you got me singing like
eh eh eh eh eh~ (ho) eh eh eh eh eh (come again)
*Chorus*

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I still can't forget,
I don't know how to express,
I only can follow you in the dark,
I will beside you when you need a people..

发泄

2010-03-15T03:13:00.003+08:00

想要发泄但又不敢发泄…这就是我…

怕发泄了会更糟、又怕让人知道后看不起、或是或是…

家庭、友情、爱情、金钱…没有一个跑得掉…

早初不走这一步，后果又会如何？

我又到了一个原谅不了自己的夜晚…头脑不断地想、不断地想…

我几时才能有成果？我何时才会成功？我又何时可以轻松快乐？

表面的我并不是真正的我，我永远都是一个人独自的活在内心世界…

发生什么事，都不敢说，只敢自己抗…

心想：是没人了解我，还是我不敢让人了解我？

“我，还是我吗？”

今天的感觉

2010-03-10T12:44:00.003+08:00

You're my [Heartbreaker] but you're not [Bad Girl]..

[Haru Haru] I [Shock]..

[Just Before Shock] you're my [Korean Dream] and I never [Lies]..

My [Heartbeat] non-stop, [I'm A Loner], [Where U At]?

I will [Change] to a better person and try to be your [Special] [One]..

You're also my [Diva] and I will never [Say No]..

[Oh]! You're one of my [Sign] and [Love Of Iris]..

[I Crazy Because Of You] because you're [Wonder Woman]..

I hope my [Dreams Come True] and you can become my [Lollipop] and [Lollipop Pt.2] and wear up my [Wedding Dress]..

Hyun A (4minute) feat. Jun Hyung (Beast) - Change

yeah, this, I'm bring it bring it let let's go

uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh
uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
uh uh uh uh uh uh change change change change change

다 똑같은 것 말고 나를 위한 slogan
다 비슷한 생각들 말고 나를 위한 logo
what you want? (what you do)tell me baby what you do
언제나 눈치 보지 말고 step step swagger

(I can change) 아무리 어려도(you can change) 누가 뭐라 해도
(we can change) 모두 내 맘대로 pop pop pop ma collar
(do it up) 신경 쓰지 말고 (take it on) 모두 하늘 위로
(jumping up) do it do it do it better

*Chorus*
(ch ch ch change)boy boy boy 생각대로 change
(ch ch ch change)girls girls girls 나를 따라 change
(모두 다 change) 모두 다 change (모든 걸 change) 모든 걸 change
(이제는 change) 이제는 change I'm gonna change change change change change
*Chorus End*

1, 2, 3 Ah~
let's get let's get let's movin'
let's get let's get let's get started
you you you you ready?
yeah~ we just burn it!

자꾸만 시간이 가 괜한 걱정만 늘어가 왜 난
이렇게 지냈는지 뻔한 말들만 늘어놔 all night
고민 고민 이제 그만해 왜 이리 왜 이리 피하기만 해
더는 더는 속이지 말고 show me what you got

(I can change) 아직은 몰라도(you can change) 누가 날 막아도
(we can change) 모두 내 멋대로 pop pop pop ma collar
(do it up) 눈치보지 말고(take it on) 모두 손을 위로
(jumping up) do it do it do it better
*Chorus*

나는 달라 하나 하나 원하는 걸 내가 내가 change
지금부터 I can change 이제부터 you can change
모든 걸 다 we can change change change

uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh
uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
uh uh uh uh uh uh
*Chorus*

TRANSLATION

yeah, this, I'm bring it bring it let let's go

uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
uh uh uh uh uh uh change change change change change

Instead of those generic things, it's my own slogan
Instead of those similar ideas, it's my own logo
What you want? (What you do) Tell me baby what you do
Don’t mind the others and step, step, swagger

(I can change) No matter how hard it may be (You can change) No matter what others say
(We can change) The way I want pop, pop, pop my collar
(Do it up) And don't mind the others (Take it on) Everyone to the sky
(Jumping up) Do it, do it, do it better

*Chorus*
(Ch ch ch change) Boy, boy, boy, change as thoughts go
(Ch ch ch change) Girls, girls, girls, follow me and change
(Change everything) Change everything (Change everything) Change everything
(Now change) Now change, I’m gonna change, change, change, change, change
*Chorus End*

1, 2, 3 Ah~
let's get let's get let's movin'
let's get let's get let's get started
you you you you ready?
yeah~ we just burn it!

The time keeps on ticking and my concerns keeps on increasing
To explain why I lived like this, I keep stating the obvious facts all night
Now stop worry, worrying. Why, why do you keep avoiding
Stop, stop with the lies and show me what you got

(I can change) Although I'm not sure yet (You can change) Even if someone stops me
(We can change) The way I want pop, pop, pop my collar
(Do it up) Don't mind the others (Take it on) Everyone's hands in the air
(Jumping up) do it, do it, do it better
*Chorus*

I am a little bit different, I will change the things I want by one by one.
From now on I can change, from now on you can change
We can change everything, change, change.

uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
uh uh uh uh uh uh
*Chorus*

我不懂得向外发泄，
只好向内倾诉。
没有人懂我的性格，
或许部落是最好的选择。

~It is harder and harder for me to look through everything.~
~~The more I move closer, the more I feel further from you.~~

压抑

2010-03-07T18:51:00.004+08:00

After attending Mr Sathan tutorial last Friday, he told us that "The main cause that lead to mental illness is DEPRESS.."

I suddenly STUNNED for few seconds..
When I flash through my mind, I found that so long I have been depress my feeling..
I scare to be one of the patient of mental illness..
I hope I'm not..

I not DARE to tell anyone..
I not GOOD to express it out..
I not that KIND of person which can say out anything easily..
What can I do is EXPRESS all my happiness and unhappy to this blog..

~I do so is because if you, but I can't tell you and only can keep it in heart.~

发现

2010-03-06T01:18:00.006+08:00

Across a long period, I realize a lot of things..

Especially recently..
A lot of things had flashed through my HEART, MIND and SOUL..
Due to a lot of free time in Semester 3, it make me keep on thinking a lot of things..
I always keep on thinking why, what, when, where and how..

Actually, I wanna thanks someone that wake me up from this mazes which had been locked me for a long long period..

WHAT wake me up?
WHO wake me up?
WHERE wake me up?
WHY it wake me up?
HOW it wake me up?
All of above are very good questions and all only will lead to one answer..

I don't know whether you will see it or not..
Or even no one care about it..
But still I want to thank you..
Is you wake me up from those mazes..

The answer is one person..
A person which I never meet before..
A person which have almost 90% personalities similarities with me..
A person which can be called twins with me..
That person is my "BROTHER"..

His blog wake me up..
1. The Definition of "To Give Up and Not Give Up"
2. Comparisons
This 2 posts perhaps are not important for you all..
But it had wake me up with realization..

But yet I still can't forget you..
Feel want to try again but not dare to do so..
Scare failed..
Scare you will leave me..
Scare scare scare..

Perhaps, I still need TIMES..
Perhaps, I still need COURAGEOUS..
Perhaps, I still CHILDISH..
Perhaps this and perhaps that..

Sometime think too much become my weak spot..
Sometime do unnecessary things might irritating persons around me..
I think is time for me to improve and upgrade..
Human always move forward no matter what happen..
No one is allows to reverse or pause at that moment..

I had WAKE UP..
I had REALIZE..
I'm SORRY..
THANK YOU..

Korean Band - 비스트 (Beast)

The 2nd Mini Album - Shock Of The New Era

Tracklist:
1. Just Before Shock
2. Shock
3. Easy
4. Special
5. 내여자친구를부탁해 (Say No)

Shock

2010-03-04T17:47:00.003+08:00

Beast - Shock

Every day I just can’t control
Every night the loneliness my love
(So beast in the cube)

Can't breathe, like freeze 내 몸이 굳어가 (왜! 왜!)
Hey dear, stay here 내 눈이 멀어가 (왜! 왜!)
No way losing my way 넌 왜 멀어지기만 해
아프기 싫어 난 깊어만 간 마음은 어떡하나
난 아무 말도 들리지가 않는데
난 아무것도 보이지가 않는데
Oh 니가 나를 떠난 그날부터
그 무엇 하나 할 수 없는 나인데
(Cuz I'll be there)
모두 멈췄어 모두 끝났어 내 모든 게 지워져 가
(Cuz I'll be there)
눈을 감아도 내 기억 속에서 니 모습이 흐려지는데

*Chorus*
Every day I shock (shock) Every night I shock (shock)
I'm sorry 제발 내게 다시 돌아와 줄래
Every day I shock (shock) Every night I shock (shock)
난 너 때문에 아무것도 할 수 없는데 oh
Come to me oh oh oh tonight so so crazy
Come back back back to me (I'm waiting (for) you you)
Oh oh oh tonight so so crazy
절대로 깨어날 수 없을 것 같아 ma shock
*Chorus End*

Hey ya, wake up 정신차려 보면 너는 곁에 없어
Oh lalalalalala 미친 사람처럼 웃고 있어
그리움이 파도 치는 바다에 매일 허우적대
난 못해 (forget you) 평생 이렇게
이럴 거면 너를 잡았을 텐데
죽을 만큼 힘들지 않을 텐데
Oh 다시 너를 잡아보려 해도
손끝 하나 움직일 수 없는데
(Cuz I'll be there)
숨이 가빠와 가슴이 아파 니 생각을 하면 할 수록
(Cuz I'll be there)
한참 동안을 멍하니 앉아 아무것도 할 수가 없어

*Chorus*
매일 밤 꿈에 (꿈에) 너의 목소리 (소리) 들리질 않아 (않아) 넌 어디에
니가 날 떠나서 행복해 한다면 그러면 내가 눈물 참아볼게

*Chorus*
This song is not over
Get Shock

TRANSLATION
Every day I just can’t control
Every night the loneliness is my love
(So Beast’s in the cube)

Can’t breathe, my body’s getting stiff like an ice (Why! Why!)
Hey dear, stay here, I’m going blind (Why! Why!)
No way losing my way, why are you drifting away?
I don’t want to get hurt, but what will we do with my love struck heart?
I don’t hear anything
I don’t see anything
Oh, ever since you’ve left
I couldn’t focus on anything else
(Cuz I’ll be there)
Everything stopped, and now it's over and my existence is fading away
(Cuz I’ll be there)
Even if I close my eyes, you're still fading away from my memories

*Chorus*
Every day I shock (shock) Every night I shock (shock)
I’m sorry, please come back to my side
Every day I shock (shock) Every night I shock (shock)
Because of you I can’t focus on anything else. Oh~
Come to me, oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
Come back, back back to me (I’m waiting (for) you you!)
Oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
I don't think I can ever wake up from ma shock
*Chorus End*

Hey ya, wake up. Once I wake up, you’re not by my side
Oh lalalalalala, now you’re laughing like a lunatic
I’m struggling everyday against the clashing waves of loneliness
I can’t (forget you) for the rest of my life

If I knew it would be like this, I would have held you back
Then it wouldn't have been so hard
Oh, even if I try to embrace you once more
I can’t, cuz I can't even move a single finger
(Cuz I'll be there)
It’s hard to breath and my heart hurts.
(Cuz I’ll be there)
The more I think about you, the longer I idle while sitting down and I can’t get anything done

*Chorus*
Every night in my dream (in my dream) I can’t (can’t) hear your voice (voice). So, where are you?
If you’re happy to be away from my side then I will try to hold in my tears for you

*Chorus*
This song is not over
Get Shocked

同样的错误，
不会再有第二次。
任何一件事，

只许成功，
不许失败。

一个会振作，
一个就会堕落。

不要让自己迷惑，
凭感觉去做，
相信自己是能的！

~One Shall Stand, One Shall Fall~

Semester 3

2010-03-03T10:23:00.014+08:00

不知不觉
新的学期已经过了3天
在开学前期
第2学期的成绩出炉了
虽然和上一次一样
但是我非常的满意~

昨天
去了Mix Station剪头发
第一次去那儿剪
还蛮满意的~

2月27-28日
《缘分》Gang
到Pangkor两天一夜
我是第二天才去参与他们的
非常的高兴~

2月28日
也是2010年的元宵节
我们就在Kampar放孔明灯~

我用照片代字吧！
在Pangkor的我
永远的一Gang
Lumut码头

印度女神？
第一天的合照~
Andy The Sakai~

第二天也是Pangkor的大宝森节~

去绕岛和看鱼咯~

珊瑚海~

海胆~
和海带合照~

鱼鱼鱼！

玩了半天，清洁了就合照~
在附近的Resort合照~

在Pangkor Teksi里面~
大热天，两个可爱的家伙去划船~
回的时候发生了人灾~
在Ferry里~
芝
乐
琪
妹
升

我的孔明灯放了
但是落了
最后又升了
非常的高兴
愿
我的“家人”在任何事都顺利如意
我永远支持你们！

Kara - Lupin

Sing It With Me Now 2010
We Bringing New Love To The Floor
Rocking What's Real La Couture
We Opening New Doors New Show New World New Control
Can You Keep Up Oh!

Hallo! Hallo! Hallo! Hallo! Hallo!
Hallo! Hallo! Hallo! Hallo! Hallo!
Hallo! Hallo! Hallo! Hallo! Hallo!
Hallo! Hallo! Catch! Catch! Hallo! Hallo!

겁먹지마 니 심장소리가 들켜 (쉿!)
뒤에 서서 침착하게 지켜봐봐
탐난다고 서두르단 결국 Game Set
유연하게 행동해봐 As Usual It's Mine

It's Mine This Is Mine This Is Mine

*Chorus*
높이 올라가 (Ye Ye Ye) 세상을 다 가져봐 (Ye Ye Ye)
Never Back It Up Back It It Up Never Turn It Up Turn It It Up
*Chorus End*

Hallo! Hallo! Hallo! Hallo! Hallo!
Hallo! Hallo! Catch! Catch! Hallo! Hallo!

한눈팔면 기회조차 뺏겨버려 (쉿!)
누구보다 한발 먼저 다가가봐
남들처럼 티 내다간 결국 Game Set
유연하게 행동해봐 As Usual It's Mine

It's Mine This Is Mine This Is Mine
*Chorus*

이제 차근차근 걸어 나가봐 세상 하나하나 전부 가득 담아봐
특별하길 원하니 네 것 이길 바라니 시작해
*Chorus*

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以上3首
都是2010的新歌
希望大家喜欢~

最近的失眠，
正在象征着什么？
最近的空荡，
又会发生什么事？

귓가에 남겨져 버린 널 사로잡을 멜로디
들리니 거친 숨소리 다들 다들 내게 반해
이제는 내가 널 take it 보여줄게 모두다
Beast is the best time to fly
==========================================
Let it come into your ears, capturing the melody
Let everybody, everybody hear the heavy breathing sounds
Now, I'll take it, I'll show you everything
BEAST is the best. Time to fly.

[Beast - Beast is the B2ST]

Heartbeat

2010-02-19T19:35:00.004+08:00

才过了一瞬间
Sem Break已经过了10天
农历新年也到了年初六
还有6天UTAR Sem 2成绩出炉了~

这几天不是很好过
好想念全部朋友
好想念我的“家人”
好想念金宝的点点滴滴~

年初四
自己驾车到怡保
很高兴因为可以到四大天王的家拜年
想在那儿过一夜
最后还是挨着疲累驾车回家
幸好能安全到达~

新年
感觉渐渐的减少了
气氛也慢慢消失了
在家一天比一天的闷
好想好想早点回到金宝~

2PM - Heartbeat

Can you feel my heartbeat
니가 짓밟고 떠난 심장이 아직도 뛰고 있어
你践踏过的心脏
그것도 너를 향해
还在为你跳动

잊으려고 아무리 노력해봐도
想怎么努力忘记
새로운 사람들을 아무리 만나봐도
去开始新的际遇
계속 다시 또 다시 돌아서면
怎么一转身还是一遍遍想起你
왜 니 생각만 나는지
为什么我总是想起你
안 할래 그만할래
算了，放弃了
아무리 내 자신을 달래고 또 달래
再怎么安慰自己
봐도 아무 소용이 없어 내
也没有一点用处
심장이 고장나 버렸어 왜
我的心脏怎么出故障了

왜 아직도 나는 이런 바보 같은 짓을 하는지
为什么我还在继续着愚蠢的行为
머리론 알겠는데 가슴은 왜 지 맘대론지
头脑清醒心却不能自已
너를 잡고 놓지를 못해
无法放弃你
지금도 니가 나의 곁에 있는 것 같애
感觉你还在我的身边
이별을 믿지 못해
无法相信这离别

누굴 만나도 마음 속
无论遇见谁
한곳은 열지 못하고 계속
内心总有一个角落
니 자릴 비워놔
为你保留
올 리가 없는데
明知没有可能
올지도 모른다고 왜 믿는지
为何还坚信你会回来
가슴이 왜 말을 안 듣니
为何我的心不受控制

*Chorus*
Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s beating for you
Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s waiting for you
끝났다는 걸 아직도 몰라 왜 이러는지 이해가 안가
还不知道都已经结束，不能理解为什么会变成这样
Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s beating for you
Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s waiting for you
너의 생각에 아직도 아파 가슴이 뛸 때 마다 생각나
想起你还是令我心痛，每次心跳都会想起你
*Chorus End*

잊어야 해 잊어야 살수 있어
要忘记，忘记你才能活下去
지워 버려야만 해 안 그러면 내가 죽어
要抹去你，否则我将死去
Stop trying to get her back. She ain’t coming
She’s gone, gotta be moving on.
갔어 오지 않아 그년 니 생각 하지 않아
她已离去，不再回来，亦不会再想你

그녀는 내가 기다리는걸
她过得很好
전혀 모른 채 잘 살고 있어
不知道我在等她
그녀는 이미 날 잊었어 완전히 지웠어
她已经把我忘记从记忆中抹去
왜 나는 그렇게 못하니
为什么我做不到
*Chorus*

My heart is beating Faster and faster (x4)

Ivy - Touch Me

미치고 싶은 사람
미칠 것 같은 사람 미친 사람
모두 모여 봐라 모두 모여 봐라

내가 내가 내가
내가 너에게 더도 말고 딱 하나 바라는 건
바로 그건 바로 바로 바로 바로 바로 그건
너에게 더도 말고 딱 하나 바라는 건
바로 그건 바로 바로 바로 바로 바로 그건

*Chorus*
Touch Tou Tou Touch Me Tou Tou Tou Tou Tou Tou Touch Me
놀라지마 감동시켜 달란 뜻이야
Touch Tou Tou Touch Me Tou Tou Tou Tou Tou Tou Touch Me
웃기지마 말만 앞 선 사랑 끝이야

Touch Me Touch Me Touch Me Now
나를 감동 시켜 봐
Touch Me Touch Me Touch Me Now
부드럽게 하지만 뜨겁게
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
Jus Jus Jus Jus Just Touch Me Now 날 감동 시켜 봐
Don't Ask Me How 지금 날 느껴 봐
*Chorus End*

내가 내가 내가
내가 너에게 더도 말고 딱 하나 바라는 건
바로 그건 바로 바로 바로 바로 바로 그건
너에게 더도 말고 딱 하나 바라는 건
바로 그건 바로 바로 바로 바로 바로 그건
*Chorus*

미치고 싶은 사람
미칠 것 같은 사람 미친 사람
모두 모여 봐라 모두 모여 봐라

Touch Me Touch Me Touch Me Now (Just Touch Me Now)
나를 감동 시켜 봐 (날 감동 시켜 봐)
Touch Me Touch Me Touch Me Now (You Got to Touch Me Now)
부드럽게 하지만 뜨겁게

너 너 넌 아직 모자라
너 너 너로는 모자라
난 아직 목말라 나 나 나 난

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越约束我，
我越放肆。

2010年初一

2010-02-15T21:26:00.002+08:00

2010年2月14日
大家都认为是情人节
但是
今年却和农历新年在一起了
有情人的当然很幸福咯
没情人的当然只好呆在家咯~
（再过38年，情人节和农历新年还会在一起~）

今年的新年
虽然有点闷
但还是这样的过
只是在家“开台”
和旧朋友失去联络
又没有2008 Form 5 Gathering
所以还是算了吧
有时在家还是会好一些~

希望所有朋友都有
愉快的新年
甜蜜温馨的情人节~

还有10天
UTAR 200905 Foundation的成绩放榜了
希望可以和上个Semester一样好
不求多
只求一样
当然也希望身边的朋友都可以拿到好成绩~

各位
加油吧！

除夕夜

2010-02-13T19:45:00.003+08:00

很快的
今晚就是除夕了
一家大大小小都忙着准备团圆饭
而我是与全家一起吃火锅
相信大家都非常的享受吧！

今天
忙东忙西的
都不知道在忙着什么
只是知道油漆铁门都快崩溃了~

明天
就是2010年的农历新年
也是2010年的情人节
两个日子合在一起
大家会是怎样的庆祝？

我本身可不用说了
没有情人
没有人要
没有运气
当然是过着单身情人节啦
也当然是过着可怜的新年咯~

不管怎样
我在此祝大家
“农历新年快乐”
没情人的
“单身情人节快乐”
有情人的
“甜蜜情人节快乐”
尽情的享受和珍惜吧！

如果

2010-02-12T10:40:00.002+08:00

Sem Break转眼间已经过了5天
心情
是如此的沉闷
是如此的无聊
是如此的无奈
我快撑不住了~

如果我有勇气
如果我有性格
如果我有一切
如果…如果……
最终还是
爱教会了我孤独~

听听以下的歌先吧！

2PM - Crazy 4 S

SPRIS 2PM

(택연) 니가 원한다면 언제든지
(泽演) 任何时候都合你心意的
새로운 내 SPRIS
全新的我的 SPRIS
내맘 다 보여줘도 항상 난 멈추지 않아
展示全部的自己我不会停止
다가와 봐 날 느껴봐 봐
靠近我吧试着感受我吧
준비가 됐다면 이제 나를 가져봐
准备好的话现在就来拥有我吧

*Verse*
(준호)너도 미치게 될걸
(俊昊)你也会变得疯狂
너도 내게 반할걸
你也会迷上我的
이것이 우리가 꿈꿔왔던 순간인걸
这就是我们梦想的瞬间
준비해 봐 시작해 봐
准备吧开始吧
스타일따라 리듬따라 맘대로
跟着style 跟着节奏随心所欲
LET'S GO
*Verse End*

*Chorus*
(우영)소리쳐봐 Ah Ah Ah Ah
(佑荣)大声喊吧 Ah Ah Ah Ah
세상은 너의 것 너만을 위한 style mate
这世界都属于你只为了你的 style mate
다가져봐 Ah Ah Ah Ah
靠近我吧 Ah Ah Ah Ah
내 맘 다 너의 것 너만을 위한 SPRIS style
我的心都属于你只为了你的 SPRIS style

(준수)눈이 부시도록 너무 아름다워
(峻秀)你美得耀眼无比
너만을 원해 정말 미치겠어
我想自己真的要疯了
숨이 막히도록 your temptation
令人窒息的 your temptation
너를 포기할수 없어
我无法放弃你
*Chorus End*

(찬성)이제부터 여기서 너가 늘 NO.1
(灿成)现在开始在这里你就是NO.1
너만의 SPRIS 전할게
你的 SPRIS 传达吧
내 맘 다 받아줘
我的心意全部接受吧
다가와 봐 너도 느껴봐 봐
靠近我吧试着感受我吧
준비가 됐다면 이제 나를 가져봐
准备好的话现在就来拥有我吧

(닉쿤 / Nichkhun)*Verse*

*Chorus*
SPRIS SPORT SPRIS FIFTH SPRIS FASHION

(우영)소리쳐봐 Ah Ah Ah Ah
(佑荣)大声喊吧 Ah Ah Ah Ah
세상은 너의 것 너만을 위한 style mate
这世界都属于你只为了你的 style mate
다가져봐 Ah Ah Ah Ah
靠近我吧 Ah Ah Ah Ah
내 맘 다 너의 것 너만을 위한 SPRIS style
我的心都属于你只为了你的 SPRIS style

SPRIS

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随着你，
合你心意，
你何时才能理解？
相信是没有这一天，
因为不曾被感受，
只好学着放弃。

缘分Gang
UTARians
KTARians
明天就是除夕夜了
再过一天就是新年了
在此祝大家
“新年快乐”
或许今年不是个好年（因为没有立春）
但还是希望大家快乐~

Mr Joe篇

2010-02-11T01:12:00.008+08:00

刚刚看见朋友的部落
看见她写出对Mr Joe的怀念
Mr Joe可说是她的干爹
我和Mr Joe也只是朋友~

按此去看看她的部落
Mr Joe, How Are You?

不知不觉
其实Mr Joe已经离开Kampar UTAR快一个月了
你还好吗？
上次的Ipoh叙别会你还满意吧？
你唱周杰伦的“安静”
还有一起疯狂唱周华健的“朋友”
真的是太高兴了~

答应过你要在你去读Master之前再找你喝茶
我们（缘分Gang）一定会做到的！

和Mr Joe的合照~

Take 2~

在E Box, Ipoh~

E Box合照~我们！Love Life！！！

We will miss you~^.^V

不说了
最后
Mr Joe: Everything is fated..can know you is my pleasure..hope we can meet again in future life and together yamcha again..cheers! ^.^V

朋友一生一起走，
那些日子不再有；
朋友不曾孤单过，
一句朋友你会懂，
还有他、还有泥、还有我。

战争结束了

2010-02-08T13:52:00.003+08:00

Woohoo~
UTAR Sem 2 Final 终于结束了！
心情是非常的轻松因为不用背东西了~

可是
总是有莫名的感觉
要说，但是说不出来；
不说，但是怕会遗憾；
沉默，曾经是好选择；
发泄，也曾是好方法~

这可不是说了就可以理解的
我最终选择放进心中深处
让它慢慢淡化~

Sem Break正式开始了
还有6天也要新年了
我在此祝大家“新年快乐”！
要玩得开心
要过得充足
可不要病了咯~^.^V

今天没什么心情写
也不知该如何是好
所以就到此为止吧！

尽情期待更多的Update
（如果有心情和时间的话）~

PS：又开始想念你们了
没有你们的3天里
开始不习惯了
甚至还会做错事
但是还得让自己适应
20天因该很快过的
忍一忍吧！

缘分

2010-02-07T12:41:00.007+08:00

Kampar家庭
还有一天就可以和Final告别了
我不想要这个感觉
自从有了你们
我好舍不得~

想起我们疯癫的日子
想起我们快乐的日子
想起我们白痴的日子
是那么的轻松快乐~

可惜
时间不留人
很快的Final就结束了
虽然我们还能联络
但是没有你们的日子已经很难过了
不习惯没有你们的时候
不习惯所有的所有~

迟点再说吧！
答应过要分享金马伦之旅
我也不想多讲
就用照片代字吧~

一切都是缘份！

当然还是少不了歌曲介绍咯
Jay Top 10 Hitz
**********************************************
1. Girl's Generation - Oh!
2. DJ Earworm - Blame It On The Pop
3. CN Blue - I'm A Loner
4. Lady GaGa - Bad Romance
5. 2PM - Tik Tok
6. DJ Lubel - Wrong Hole
7. 李胜基 & 白灿 - 爱教会了我喝酒
8. 古巨基 & 黄奕 & 周杰 & 马伊琍 & 黄晓明 - 只要有你
9. 赵薇 - 自从有了你
10. 林心如 & 周杰 - 梦里
**********************************************

소녀시대 (Girls' Generation) - 오 (Oh!)

*Chorus*
전에 알던 내가 아냐 Brand New Sound
새로워진 나와 함께 One More Round
Dance Dance Dance To Me Promise Town
오빠 오빠 I'll Be I'll Be Down Down Down Down
*Chorus End*

오빠 나좀 봐 나를 좀 바라봐
첨이야 이런 내 말투 ha
머리도 하고 화장도 했는데
왜 너만 나를 모르니

두근 두근 가슴이 떨려와요
자꾸 자꾸 상상만 하는걸요
어떻게 하나 콧대 높던 내가
말하고 싶어

Oh Oh Oh Oh 오빠를 사랑해
Ah ah ah ah 많이 많이해
수줍으니 제발 웃지 마요
진심이니 놀리지도 말아요
또 바보같은 말 뿐야
*Chorus*

오빠 잠깐만 잠깐만 들어봐
자꾸 한 얘기는 말고
동생으로만 생각하지 말아
1년 뒤면 후회할걸

몰라 몰라 내 맘은 전혀 몰라
눈치없게 장난만 치는걸요
어떻게 하나 이 철없는 사람아
들어봐 정말

Oh Oh Oh Oh 오빠를 사랑해
Ah ah ah ah 많이 많이해
수줍으니 제발 웃지 마요
진심이니 놀리지도 말아요
또 그러면 난 울지도 몰라

전에 알던 내가 아냐 Brand New Sound
뭔가 다른 오늘만은 뜨거운 맘
Down Down 이러지마 화만나
오빠 오빠 이대로는 No No No No

Tell me boy boy love i-i-i-i-i-ah

Oh Oh Oh Oh 오빠를 사랑해
Ah ah ah ah 많이 많이 해
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh 오빠를 사랑해
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah 많이 많이해
또 바보 같은 말 뿐야 oh

Oh Oh Oh Oh
Ah Ah Ah Ah
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh 오빠를 사랑해
Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah 많이 많이해
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh 오빠를 사랑해
Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah 많이 많이 Oh

DJ Earworm - Blame It On The Pop

외톨이야 (CN Blue) - 씨엔블루 (I'm A Loner)

외톨이야 외톨이야
외톨이야 외톨이야

봐봐 나를 봐봐 똑바로 내 두눈을 봐
거봐 이미 너는 딴 곳을 보고 있어
Check it One Two Three 시계바늘만 쳐다보는게
말 안해도 다른 사람 생긴걸 알아

요즘 넌 나 아닌 다른 사람과 만남이 잦더라
이제는 먼저 전화도 걸지 않더라
나랑 있을 때는 하루가 일초라도
넌 내 앞에선 요즘 하늘만 보더라
Oh I know your mind Oh 이미 너와 나의 거리
멀어진 그리고 벌어진 남보다 못한 우리 사이

*Chorus*
oh baby 외톨이야 외톨이야 daridiridara du
외톨이야 외톨이야 daridiridara du
외톨이야 외톨이야 사랑에 슬퍼하고
사랑에 눈물짓는 외톨이

sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight 가슴이 아파
Oh no no no no no body knows 맘 몰라
one two three four five six seven night
수 많은 밤을 새우며 나를 달래고 있어
*Chorus End*

차라리 다른 사람 생겼다고
내가 싫으면 싫다고
차라리 솔직하게 말해줬다면
난 너를 죽도록 미워하진 않았을텐데

check it one two three 네 말을 되새겨봐도
이리 저리 둘러대는 거짓말이야
*Chorus*

사랑이 가네 사랑이 떠나네
(한 사람을 그리고 한 사랑을
내게는 익숙했던 모든 것들을)
이 밤이 가면 널 지워야겠지
(그래 나 억지로라도 너를 지워야겠지
날 버린 널 생각하면 그래야겠지)
(Gone Gone my love is gone)
*Chorus*

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缘分留言区：
1. Andy：从Sem 1不认识到现在认识，真的是给你炸倒了…
2. Johnny：Sem 2开始与你同房，有什么不便和有错的地方，我先说声对不起…
3. Le：还是老话一句，不说就Botak咯…
4. Jia Hao：永远有追不完的债务…
5. Jacky：时颠时酷，难以预测风云…
6. Weijie：我快要学到你了，糟糕！
7. Wei Zhi：2012认识了你，果然是好“妈妈”，多照顾自己咯…
8. Qi Wen：也是2012认识了你，虽然每次给我们炸，但是只是玩笑，加油！
9. Veronica：KL 2010跨年才认识你，暂时不算有很多话，知道你是个爱颠的人…
10. Xue Mei：不能回复你，就在这回复…对不起…
11. Stephenia：时常“忽略”了你，好老师…
12. 全部人：我爱你们！知道时间不能暂停，也只能珍惜我们在一起的时候…这次一别，新年后才能见面了，所以要保持联络咯…

当然还有一位（不是缘分的）
1. Jun Hao：认识你不久，虽然没见过，我相信缘份…Dai Lou，一切加油…Sai Lou支持你！

几小时没见，
开始的想念你们，
全身不自在。

几天没见，
更加的想念你们，
真的快疯了。

一星期没见，
超级的想念你们，
快不能呼吸了。

我难以想象20天的假期，
我会怎样度过，
我会变成怎样。

让我们红尘作伴，活得潇潇洒洒；
让我们策马奔腾，共享人世繁华；
让我们对酒当歌，唱出心中喜悦；
让我们轰轰烈烈，把握青春年华。

海可枯，石可烂；
天可崩，地可裂；
我们肩并着肩，手牵着手。

~相信缘份，相信奇迹~
< Fate & Destiny >

加油！

2010-01-31T17:20:00.004+08:00

2010年1月29日
UTAR Foundation Semester 2 Final Exam
正式开始了
看来这两个星期被逼把部落冷落一边了
一旦考试结束
我会把考试期间发生的事情
以及韩国新歌
一一介绍出来
一一和你们分享
以下是考试第一天就去玩的地方
“金马伦高原”
我们真的太癫了
考完试与你们分享！

缘分 Gang
~Gang of Fate & Destiny~
我爱你们！
I Love You All! ^.^V

有些事，
不说反而更舒服；
有些事，
说了就能改变一切。
其实，
说和不说，
只不过是在那一刹那，
为何不让时间解决一切？

UTARians: Good Luck In Final Exam..Gambateh!

决心？绝心？

2010-01-19T14:22:00.006+08:00

又是两个星期没有更新了
都是因为没心情
加上Final Exam快到了
再加上时间的关系
我又把这里荒废了一段时间~

最近
发现越来越讨厌自己
讨厌自己不够独立
讨厌自己有些自私
讨厌自己没有立场
讨厌自己不够别人好
讨厌自己什么都办不好~
（再看的你们，是不是也觉得如此？）

一箭穿心吧（不想废话）
在吉隆坡度过了1天1夜的跨年倒数活动
一星期后
Tommy、Kathy、Jacky、JiaHao、Weijie、Stephenia、WeiZhi、QiWen、Johnny、XueMei、Andy
还有我
又到我的家乡游玩
真是“够力”
要考试了还那么对自己放肆~

还有很多要说
全部以照片代字吧！

我婆婆知道我带朋友来而特地准备的Laksa（你们应该喜欢吧…）~

吃了就到Teluk Batik玩乐（6个白痴-包括我）~

龙凤争峰？

遥远的海，飘来了一只死鱼，臭死了！

最后还是把它埋了…Rest In Peace…为猫群们造福吧！

谢谢帮我们拍合照的人~

我们！Love Life！！！

报数1到12~

太漂亮了（超爱这张）~

传说中的怡保4大天王~

最后，一起陪伴着太阳回家~

夕阳无限好~

晚上
全部当然在我家“非法开台”
结果不会的都学到Pro了~

第二天
就到怡保看Avatar
剧情不错
虽然有点慢
但是真的太感动了
“人类为了利益而不断破坏大自然与无辜的生物，
Na'vi为了自己的住所、信仰、权力而努力对抗…”
Leona Lewis - I See You
彻底地为Avatar片尾曲增加色彩~

去年10月
KBS拍摄了一部韩国连续剧《IRIS》
短短20集就很精彩了
讲述了南韩与北韩的政治
讲述了神秘组织Iris
也讲述了男女主角是如此的“辛苦”~

以下是《IRIS》的壁纸和插曲~

신승훈 (申升勋) - Love Of Iris

두 눈에 그대가 흘러도
我的双眼满满的都是你
그대는 날 보지 못한다
可你却看不见我
입술이 가만히 그댈 불러도
我的双唇静静地呼唤你
그대는 듣지 못한다
可你却听不见我

다른 시간에 다른 곳에서 만나
如果我们在另一时间另一空间
사랑했다면 우린 지금 행복했을까
相识并相恋我们现在会幸福吗

*Chorus*
살아있는 동안에 그대일텐데
在我有生之年你曾是我的全部
이젠 휘청거릴 나의 모습뿐일텐데
而现在只留下我跄踉的身影
미워할 수 없어서 잊을 수도 없어서
我无法恨你也无法忘记你
그저 사랑하는 일밖에 나는 할 수 없나봐
我可能只懂得如何爱你吧
*Chorus End*

단 하루라도 가슴이 쉴 수 있게
只要让我的心歇息一天
그댈 잊고서 편하게 숨 쉴 수 있다면
那怕忘记您舒服的松口气
*Chorus*

그대 닿을듯이 닿지 않아서
似像触摸你但未及触摸
멀리 있어도 아름답나봐
虽然在远处但很美丽

사랑하면 할수록 상처뿐인데
越爱越是伤痛
왜 내 가슴은 너여야만 한다는 건지
可我的心里只有你
미워할 수 없어서 잊을수도 없어서
我无法恨你也无法忘记你
그저 사랑하는 일밖에 나는 할 수 없나봐
我可能只懂得如何爱你吧

백지영 (白智英) - 잊지말아요 (不要忘记我)

*Chorus*
우리 서로 사랑했는데
我们曾经彼此相爱
우리 이재 헤어지네요
我们现在却要分手
같은 하늘 다른 곳에 있어도
就算我们相隔千里
부디 나를 잊지 말아요
求你不要忘记我
*Chorus End*

차가운 바람이 손끝에 스치면
每当有冷风拂过我的指尖
들려오는 그대 웃음소리
耳畔总能想起你的笑声
내 얼굴 비치던 그대 두눈이
回忆起映着我的脸的你的双眸
그리워 외로워 울고 또 울어요
想着你好孤独我哭了又哭
입술이 굳어버려서
嘴唇僵在那儿
말하지 못했던 그 말
不曾说出口的那句话
*Chorus*

눈물이 입을 가려서
泪眼挡住了嘴巴
말하지 못했던 그 말
不曾说出口的那句话
*Chorus*

혹시 알고 있나요
你知道吗
뒤돌아서 가슴 쥐고 그댈 보내주는 그 사람
一转身便捶胸顿足狠心放你离开的那个人
그 사람이 바로 나예요
那个人就是我
그 사람을 사랑해줘요
求你爱那个人吧
같은 하늘 다른 곳에 있어도
就算我们相隔天涯
언젠가는 돌아와줘요
请你一定要回来

*Chorus*
부디 나를 잊지 말아요
求你不要忘记我

Big Bang - 할렐루야 (Hallelujah)

*Chorus*
할렐루야 I'm fallin‘ I'm fallin’ fallin‘
무너져버린 빌딩에 yeah
할렐루야 (yes) I'm fallin‘ (yes) I'm fallin’ fallin‘
shimmy me shimmy me yo 1,2 stop action
mission complete no doubt
*Chorus End*

아무도 없는 새벽 길바닥
난 독고다이 냉정 아님 실패다
난 움직이는 명령에 my soldier type
Don't touch me BIGBANG is dynamite
Boom! 소리와 함께 목숨을 내던져
시작된 임무 일 처리는 thumbs up
우리에겐 사랑이란 사치다
피도 눈물도 없어 이것이 Rule이다

또 배신이다 남은 기억은 삭제
오늘의 동료가 내일이면 적 같애
눈앞에 믿음과 배신 차가운 question
do nasty test me just blastin
왜 난 가질 수 없나 그저 평범한 일상
왜 널 가질 수 없나 늦었어 이미 난
감당 못해 내 운명이다 장담은 못해 24시간
*Chorus*

총이 탕탕 울림과 동시에
인생의 종이 댕댕 바람처럼 쌩쌩
한순간에 모든걸 앗아갈 like a poker game
그럴수론 난 이성을 되찾아 pokerface, on
yo 피할 수 없다면 즐겨라
가슴은 뜨겁되 머리는 차갑게 널 숨겨라
불어라 이판사판 모 아니면 도
I'm the man TOP go 아님 stop

먹이를 찾아 헤매 달리는 외로운 하이에나
선처 따윌 바란다면 shut up and go to heller
어설픈 계략 catch me if you can
난 니 머리위에 놀아 understand?
we so fly 친구들아 good bye 추억들 다 burned fire
절대 방심하지마 안심한 순간 방아쇠는 너를 향해
*Chorus*

난 오늘도 부르짖어 소박한 기돌 빌어 저 위로 저 위로
내게 일어날 기적 파도에 날 떠밀어 난 싫어 날 잃었어
*Chorus*

김태우 (金泰宇) - 꿈을 꾸다 (做梦 - Main Ver.)

가슴 속에 바람이 분다.
그대 모습 지워져간다.
후회란 꿈을 꾸면서 너를 그리며
난 지금 여기 서있다.

하루를 버틴 건
사랑했단 그 말 때문에
한 달을 버틴 건
날 바라보던 그 눈빛 때문에

*Chorus*
널 사랑했는데 널 사랑하는데
상처가 번져서 갈수가 없잖아
사랑해 그 말을 지키지 못해
널 떠나가는 날

널 사랑해줄게 널 기다려줄게
함께했던 시간 다 기억하잖아
하지 못한 말들 하고 싶던 말들
가슴에 남아 흘러내려
*Chorus End*

1년을 버틴 건
내게 주던 미소 때문에
꿈이라 믿었던
너와의 추억 그 하나 때문에
*Chorus*

우리 세상에 단 한가지만 허락해줘
*Chorus*
사랑한다.
너와 함께 난 꿈을 꾼다.

December - 사랑참

사랑합니다 그댈 사랑합니다
이말 한마디 너무 어려웠죠
그런 내 모습에 그댄 예쁘게 웃었죠
마음 까지도 아름다운 사람

그댄 아직 모르나봐요 행복하라 하네요
내가 그댈 어찌 잊나요

*Chorus*
그댄 내 사랑인데 내겐 한 사람인데
떠나 가려 하네요 어떡하죠
기다리면 될까요 혼자서라도 사랑하면 될까요
사랑 참 못됐네요
*Chorus End*

그대조차 눈물이겠죠 착한 사람이니까
내가 먼저 걱정 이겠죠
*Chorus*

미안한 일밖에 생각나지 않네요
그런 나라서 두고 가나요
*Chorus*
사랑이 이런 건가요

서인영 (徐仁英) - 사랑하면안되나요 (相爱不行吗)

정말 우린 여기까지인가요 허락된 시간조차 이제는 다한건가요
我们已经走到尽头了吗已经是爱情的尽头了吗
이렇게 또 우린 서로 사랑하면서 눈물을 감춘채 돌아서야만 하나요
我们是这样的相爱难道只能藏住泪水吗
못다한 그말 너무나 사랑한다고 단한번만이라도 해줄수 있다면
说不出口的那句话爱你的那句话如果能够告诉你的话

우리 어떻게 헤어져 우리 어떻게 헤어져
我们怎么会分手我们为何会分手
내가슴이 그댈 놓치 못하는데
我的心还无法忘记你
내가 안겨쉴 곳 오직 하나 그대 뿐인데
能够怀抱着我让我休憩的地方还是只有你一人
우리 사랑 이대로 우리 사랑 이대로 끝인가요
我们的爱情就这样走到了尽头吗

정말 이제 마지막인건가요 우리에겐 더 이상 다음은 없는건가요
真的已经是最后了吗我们已经没有未来了吗
평생 서로 그리움에 아파하면서 가슴에 묻은 채 살아가야만 하나요
一辈子只能互相思念难道只能让你活在我的心里了吗
시간이 흘러 그때 그날로 돌아가 단하루만이라도 머물수 있다면
就算时间流逝如果能够回到那时候就算只有一天

우리 어떻게 헤어져 우리 어떻게 헤어져
我们怎么会分手我们为何会分手
내가슴이 그댈 놓치 못하는데
我的心还无法忘记你
내가 안겨쉴 곳 오직 하나 그대 뿐인데
能够怀抱着我让我休憩的地方还是只有你一人
우리 그냥 이대로 우리 그냥 이대로
我们就这样我们就这样

사랑하면 안되나요 사랑하면 안되나요
相爱的话不行吗我们继续相爱不行吗
그다가 없다면 눈물로 살텐데
如果少了你我的余生将只能在泪水中度过
그대 죽을만큼 원하고 또 원한다해도
就算死去也只想要你是这样的想要你
우리 사랑 이대로 우리 사랑 이대로 끝인가요
我们的爱情就这样走到了尽头吗

还有2首：
1. 지훈 (志勋) - 너라서 좋았다 (因为是你，所以喜欢)
2. 이정현 (李贞贤) - 어떻게 눈물 참는지 (该如何忍住眼泪)

还有的当然是
Top 10 Jay Hitz：
*********************************************************
1. T-ara, Davinchi, SeeYa - Wonder Woman
2. Leona Lewis - I See You
3. 申升勋 - Love Of Iris
4. 2PM - Tik Tok
5. Beast - Mystery
6. Big Bang - Hallelujah
7. Tae Yang - Wedding Dress
8. 佳人 (Brown Eyed Girls) & 赵权 - 我们相爱可以吗？
9. After School - Because Of You
10. 白智英 - 不要忘记我
*********************************************************

今天推荐两首：

T-ara, Davinchi, SeeYa - Wonder Woman

*Chorus*
여자들아 기죽지 마라 당당하게 외쳐라 남자들아 비켜라
여자들의 의리가 더 멋있잖아 사랑보다 강하잖아
사랑에 차여도 괜찮아 세상의 반은 남자이니까
그깟 이별쯤 그깟 눈물쯤 얼마든지 부딪혀도 괜찮아
*Chorus End*

엣지있는 핸드백을 메고 제일 아끼는 예쁜 옷 입고
자주 가는 Bar에 모여 마티니 한잔을 마시는 거야
사랑은 유행가보다 더해 빠르게 변하잖아
사랑에 실패해도 우리들만 있으면 괜찮아
*Chorus*

Going to the movies Going to the zoo
Going to the beach Going to the party
세련된 여자들의 Party 섹시한 여자들의 Story
스타일 있게 살아갈래 자유롭게 즐겨볼래 Uh

사랑한 기억 모두 없애고 가슴에 추억들을 지우고
시간이 흐르는 대로 바쁜 생활을 넌 즐기는 거야
언젠가 세월이 흐른 뒤에 지금을 생각하면
우리 함께 웃으며 얘기 할 수 있을지도 몰라
*Chorus*

바보 같은 짓이야 쓸데없는 일이야 이별이 뭐 대수니
이제 더 이상 눈물 따윈 아껴둬 웃을 날이 더 많잖아
미치도록 너를 즐겨봐 세상 앞에 널 구속하지마
생각한대로 맘 가는대로 너를 위해 사는 거야 널 위해

Pretty sweet hot girl Pretty sweet hot girl
이제는 차가운 눈물 씻고 널 위해 화장을 하고
니 삶을 즐겨볼래 Pretty girl Pretty girl

HisTorYKiNg 推荐

2PM feat. 윤은혜 (尹银慧) - Tik Tok

Nobody Knows 내가 매일 너를 이렇게 원하는걸
무대 뒤에서 널 안을 때 마다 내 가슴이 터지는걸
사람들 앞에서 우린 어색하게 인사하지만
돌아서고 나면 너를 제일 잘 아는 건 나잖아

니 눈빛으로 말하는 게 더 크게 들려 내 귀엔 그래
날 원하는 게 너 목마른 게 우린 서로에게 이렇게 미쳐

*Chorus*
아무도 몰래 사랑하는 게 니가 정말 내 여자라는 게
매일 나를 너무 미치게 해 이렇게 너를 너를 원해
이리 와봐 Tik Tok Tik Tok Tik Tok
너만 보면 Tik Tok Tik Tok Tik Tok
하루 종일 Tik Tok Tik Tok Tik Tok
내 가슴이 Tik Tok Tik Tok Tik Tok Tik Tok
*Chorus End*

Nobody Knows 너와 내가 매일 이렇게 사랑 하는걸
너 아닌 누구도 들어올 자린 없는걸 내 가슴엔

Tik 첨부터 알았어 난 Tik 뭔가가 있었어 넌
Tik 니가 나를 보는 그 눈빛에
Tok 짜릿한 니 사랑에 Tok 나는 늘 목마른걸
Tok 아무도 몰래 널 자꾸 찾게 돼
*Chorus*

넌 나만의 스타 아무도 아무것도 몰라 너는 걱정 마
내 두 눈을 봐 내가 지켜줄게 나는 이렇게 니 옆에 있어
its our secret its our secret
its our secret It's taking control of me

모두의 시선을 넘어 만나는 만남 부담은 내게 덜어
꿈속에선 남들처럼 너와 당당히 손잡고 걸어
매일 바쁜 하루 속 내 일과 꿈 마저도
잊게 만드는 우리 사랑은 멈출 줄 모르는 시계바늘
*Chorus*
Tik Tok Tik Tok Tik Tok x 3
Tik Tok Tik Tok Tik Tok Tik Tok

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“对于我的决心，
我还是我；
对于我的绝心，
我还是我。”
不要逼我
不要讨厌我
我会改进
我会更坚强！

*没有爱情，并不代表世界末日；
就算是单身一辈子，这也是缘分、也是一种快乐和幸福；
不要为了爱情而放弃一切，这是不值得…*

Mathematics of Life:
H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K=98%
K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+E=96%
M+O+N+E+Y=72%
L+O+V+E=54%
L+U+C+K=47%
A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E=100%
It is our ATTITUDE towards our life and work to make our life 100%..
Attitude is EVERYTHING..=)